Dear You,
I know it has been a long time since we have talked but I wanted to say I miss you and I love you, always. I miss you being down here with me but you're happier so I'm happy.
I remember the last time we talked, it was at my house and we watched scary movies together and threw popcorn at each other. Even though we had to clean it up, which was mostly you because you know how much I hate cleaning, I still had more fun than I have ever had, and will have, without you. But then, I found out you left and I became depressed, again. I know you don't want me to be caught up in that cycle I had before you came, but it was the only life I knew without you. I had to go to many psychologists, many that didn't work. I started thinking about suicide again, which only made me think of you and how you have saved me. And I knew I couldn't put your family and mine through more pain, especially little Daisy. So, of course you know that I didn't go through with it, or I wouldn't be here today to write you this letter. I eventually learned to be happier, still not as happy with you, but happy.
I did meet this one boy who moved to our school from Washington. We became good friends, so I thought, and one day he tried to kiss me. I couldn't do it though, I knew it was too early for me to be dating again. So I told him I just wanted to be friends, which he didn't, so he stopped talking to me. But guess what? I didn't let him effect me and I have learned to not care what people think about me.
I did babysit Daisy yesterday while your mom went out for brunch with her co-worker, and we had so much fun together. We played dolls and I helped her rename all her littlest pet shops. It was so cute seeing her flip through that baby name book and her long hair always got in her face and wouldn't stay put behind her ears. So, I did a cute French braid and she loved it! Once I showed her she said, "You must come over every morning to do my hair for school!" I laughed and agreed of course. When your mom came home she insisted on paying but I told her she didn't have to. But she snuck fifty dollars into my bag when I wasn't looking. So I took Daisy to Target and bought her two new dolls and a cute, new spring outfit to wear to school on Monday.
I have promised myself that I would start writing letters to you so this is the start. It is May 10, 2014 at 3:29pm. And what I have to say is that I'm in love with you. There is no combination of the same twenty-six letters we use everyday that could even give a glimpse of the need I feel for you. You are my life, my world because without you, I wouldn't be able to breathe because your scent is my only oxygen. I wouldn't be able to taste because the only thing my lips allowed were yours. I wouldn't be able to see because you are the only thing my nervous system can connect to my brain. I wouldn't be able to touch because my body is feelingless without you to hold me. I wouldn't be able to hear because your voice was the only sound I could stand to listen to. And I can't wait for these senses to come back when it's my time to come to you and finally feel your ghostly arms wrap around mine as we embrace the time we spent without each other. But for now, your tombstone will have to do as your replacement.
Love Your's Truly,
Me.
Author's Note:
So if you didn't know that this was a Louis imagine, now you do.
I wrote this for my English final exam and I absolutely loved the ending because it sounded so poetic to me. So i changed the little girl's name to Daisy so it would fit Louis's family. The original was Mia, but I doubt that you care. 😂
Anyway I hope you liked it! Don't forget to comment, vote and share!
Thanks xx
{ cassie }
