My Gun Atthaphan Haven

What Hurts The Most

A/N: I published the story a few minutes ago without writing the title, I'm so stupid, I'm sorry.

A/N: This story is a fanfiction. Scenarios and/or situations written here which happened in real life are purely used for the rest to come together. Aside from those this story is made of imaginations and because my life sucks, I don't have anything to do but share my love for Gun, OffGun, and other ships revolving Gun. This guy has a lot of GHOST SHIPS! I give respect towards the artists' current relationships, and do not meant any harm.

ALSO, warning: may contain cursing/profanities (I think, I don't know, excuse my stupid self)

With that note, I hope you'll like the story. Thank you!

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There are no words to describe how hurt Gun is feeling right now. If only he could turn back the time he would have declined the offer to be part of the series back then, what happened earlier was like a lesson for him.

'Puppy Honey' is where all the heartaches of Gun came. He knew there was no one to blame but himself, falling in love with someone who is already in a relationship; already committed. He blames himself for not being able to control his feelings; he tried but failed miserably.

"Hey, you ready to go? May is all set up, we're just waiting for you" asked the person whom Gun wanted to avoid. They just finished the photo-shoot for a leading magazine and because he was lazy to bring his car, he asked Off to give him a ride; basically setting his own misery.

He calmed himself down, put on his best and most fake smile, and turned around to reply to the man. As soon as he did, he saw the most calming smile and it made him fall deeply once again. He needs to stop making me fall. Shut up! You're the one who should stop falling, his internal monologue quarrels. "Of course, Papi!" he said as he stood up, bouncing his way towards the door like the little kid he is.

Off's eyes followed his figure and smiled. He would not deny the fact that he is also smitten by his partner in this industry, but he would also not admit it because Gun would totally annoy the shit out of him. There is something in him that made Off so attentive towards his actions I swear, I don't know why have I fal- he stopped his thoughts, what was he thinking.

He shook his head and went ahead to the parking lot where Gun and May, his girlfriend, were waiting; chatting about a new branded bag Gun saw in a mall in Siam. "Oh great, you're here, let's go?" May asked while pointing to Off's car. The man smiled, nodded, and continued to the driver's seat, May obviously is in shotgun and Gun rides at the back. He was more than relieve to be at the back to be able to keep him relaxed with his phone busying him so he won't stare at Off; he isn't dumb not to know his position.

The drive was quiet due to the fact that all of them were tired from the shoot. They dropped off May first because her apartment was on the other side of the city while Gun and Off's apartments are nearer to each other, a win-win situation whenever Gun does not want to drive himself to work undoubtedly lazy.

Once they have reached her apartment; she turned to Gun, gave his cheek a kiss, and bid him a goodnight with her loveliest smile. Gun genuinely smiled at her and said goodnight as well, he have always like her. He hated himself for the fact that he felt like he is betraying her by loving Off.

Off got out of the car to open the door for May and walked her to the apartment lobby. They walked hand in hand, with the man constantly reminding his girlfriend to; rest well, do not open her door to anyone in the middle of the night, and to message him later. As soon as they reached the lobby, Off kissed May on her lips and forehead before saying goodnight; Gun being the VIP audience to the show.