i constantly feel little,
i can't even help it anymore,
i do have moments when i don't but most of that time, i'm little.
i really really really hate being so obvious,
i try really hard to hide how bad it is but it's difficult,
i don't like getting called "cute" or "adorable" by people who aren't you, but that's just what people say when they see the way i act or they hear my voice.
i really really try to be neutral but it never works,
i don't like being a burden to ty and i don't like the thought of forcing him to constantly look after me, but i really can't control it anymore, my little to neutral or little to dom controls are fucked so if i wake up little or what not that's me for the day, i can't force myself into another mood.
i hate it,
i really really hate it.
sincerely,
Caleb :(
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