it's happening all over again, i'm going numb again, i wish everything was the way it was, you messed up my semi perfect life, i would be fine if it wasn't for you.
everything would be fine if we had never met, all you do is play with my head, heart and feelings. i dedicated so many songs to you, all for you to never see them because i was scared of your harsh nature towards me and only me, i just want you to stop, leave me and all the people, things i love alone. i have nothing because of you, no friends, family trust, no feeling at all. stop fucking with me and my head, i just wish you didn't need this cloud of drama surrounding you all the time, with me being that main feeding source it would seem.
i can't keep acting the way i act around you, happy and like i don't care about what you do to me, i don't fucking care anymore. i just want you to stop all these mind fucks. stop with the snake like actions that you're doing.....stop being everywhere i look, i'm such a fool when it came to you, you're so toxic, and you made me think other wise......i just want it all to stop, make it stop.
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