Chapter 3- Forgivness

186 6 0
                                    

Later on she stopped her crying but she still let Natsu embrace her... She hated him... It was true.. But what if he was really saying the truth...She just couldn't believe it.... She was confused......

A while passed before she finally calmed down and pushed him off of her...
"Let's get to school.  We are gonna be late... "
"Whatever....."
He was hating the sad look on her face... It really hurt him to see her like that.... If only he would've saw it before.... They left the place and started to go towards the school.  When he tried to come closer to her she just walked away from him. He knew she didn't want to be with him right now... He wanted to make her feel better, but he couldn't....

They reached the school in time and went to their class and then both took their seats. Lucy was standing right next to Natsu. He wanted so much to talk to her but he knew she was gonna reject him... He knew she wouldn't listen to him... Because she hates him... He didn't want to think that way but it was the truth....

Time skip: After school.
Once again Lucy and Natsu were the only ones left in the classroom. Lucy silently packed her stuff ready to leave when he suddenly grabbed her hand...
"Look... I.. I know what you think about me right now but I want to sort things out... And I know that you don't believe me but I....I really do like you.... I'm really not lying right now... I.. I want us to be friends.. I.. I know that I've done so many bad things to you and I know that you are hurt but.... I beg for your forgiveness....I'm sorry...for all I've done...."
"....I don't want any of your apologies....it's just that... It's really hard for me to forgive you at the moment... I'm not so ready for this... I'm afraid I cannot forgive you now..."
"I understand your point.... I know what you feel... But.. Does that mean that maybe you will give me a chance?"
".....maybe... I... I'm sorry to say it but I.....hate you...... I know you want forgiveness but you need to understand me too.... Do you know all the pain I've been through? Do you know how much I cried because of your bullying? It really hurt me... I don't know if you understand it but you really hurt me.... It's so hard to think of forgiveness right now..... I can't forgive you so easily you know..."
"Oh.. I..I understand.... I don't want you to be sad because of me if I force you.... I will wait for your decision... I understand now what you felt all those times....I now understand the pain you have been trough.... I truly regret what I did.... "
"......I... Want to forgive you, but... I'm afraid that everything will get back to normal if I do so.... First... I want to know more about you... "
"If you think that I will ever go back to bullying you, then you're wrong... I won't do that to you ever again... And...if you want to know more about me... Me as well... Could we... maybe.. hang out sometime? It's okay if you don't want to-"
"yeah.... That doesn't sound bad...maybe we could hang out..."

Leave me alone!  A Nalu story... Where stories live. Discover now