Jackson's pov ( drama )
Dylan was in the bathroom taking some shower . i layed on bed . i'm so bored so i decided to take dyl's phone . i went to his dm ahh a lot of dms and he never reply .
i went to his ws and saw a chat from someone .. that he put " love 💕 " and that's not fucking me ! i opens it and saw his nudes photo and the other guy's nude photo . he exchange his nudes . and they chat like they're lovebirds . what is this . it's been a week since they chat and i don't even know . fuck ! i need an explaination i deserve that ! i'm waiting for him to finish his shower . once he done
" we need to talk " i said seriously . i'm so fucking mad rn .
" why baby ? " he asked confusedly .
" stop calling me baby u cheater " i step away from him .
" wait what ? i don't understand what you mean ? " he went closer to me . i shaked my head.
"stay there " he stoped and stares at me .
" i just saw ur chat with another guys " he groans .
" who give u a permission to check my phone ?! " he scolded . what ? did he just .. scold me ? he mad at me just because i check his phone ? so that's true .
" so , u cheated on me right ? " i gave a smirked . i can feel my tears will drop . please say u're not please .
" why the fuck did u care ? " he takes his phone and went to the deskboard .
" i'm ur fucking boyfriend ! that's why i care ! " and i'm crying . he ignore me and continue wear his clothes .
" just because u're my boyfriend doesn't mean u can check my phone when i'm not here !" ahhh he mad at me . it should be me who the one being mad .
" just tell me .. u're cheating on me ? " i asked slowly . i can't take it if he say yes please no ..
" is it wrong to love two person in the same times ? " he asked sarcasticly . i take it as a yes .
" no it isn't wrong .. u're right . u can love whoever u want .. but not me " as i said that , i run over the door . that's it . he doesn't love me anymore ! he just cheated on me . oh god am i don't even deserve to have my true love ? am i don't deserve to have a happy life ? i don't deserve him , i'm not suppose to have him at the first place . he's perfect and i'm not . i run out from the apartment . he chase me but i manage to take the taxi . he's true . he can love anyone he want . i will let him go . he deserve better than me . i went to the park .. i'm not gonna go home anymore . he just throw me from his life . ahh i'm such a useless .. i move on from Aaron and it's so fucking hurt me and now .. i need to move on from him .. that's will take a long time to manage it .. i truly love him but .. no .. my loves mean nothing .. i'm crying harder on the ground .. i'm not suppose to live ! nobody love me .. that's it .. i'm gonna end my life . i'm sorry mom, katherine ,julian everybody .. i went to a stall and buy a sharp little knife . this will end my life .
