Dylan's pov
I'm helping Jackson's mom to prepare the bed while she unpacking all of jackson and i's clothes . Knowing that i will not sleep together with him , so i prepared the couch into the bed too . Jackson is in the bathroom , taking some shower . it will be hard for me to not be so close to him . all i want right now is him in my arm . i wish i could warm him just like before ..
" Hey Dylan . come here " i go to her and sit beside her on the floor .
" yes ? " i ask . she already done unpacking all the things . wow that's so fast .
" i .. i will sleep with jackson okay ? well at least untill he remember back his memories " she gave me a weak smile .
" i know that .. but .. what if .. he'll never remember me back ? also .. if he remember me back , he'll hate me . i'm the reason why he got the accident . if i'm not leaving him with my mom , this will never happen . he will hate me if he remember .. uhh i can't . what should i do ?" suddenly i feel so emo . i'm trapped . i want him to remember me back but at the same time i don't want him to remember back that accident .
" oh honey calm down . it'll be fine . believe me . it's not ur fault ! " she's rubbing my back . try to keep me calm
" i'm sorry .. " i say as i can feels tears coming down .
" no u don't have too . come here " she pulls me into her hug . i keeps crying . i just can't stop ..
" why are u crying ? " Jackson ask as he wraps his arm around us . he def just done with shower . i pull away from his mother and wipes up my tears . He looks at me with his concern face .
" i'm sorry if it's because of me . i just still can't accept that my father was gone . i didn't mean to mad at you " he looks into my eyes . He .. he's so kind . i shake my head as i can't even say a word . His mother saw me ..
" It's nothing Jackson .. he .. just miss his family .. that's all , right ? " she ask as she hold my hand . i nods .
" oh .. i though it's because of me . umm anyway , i still sorry for my attitude before " i looks at him then drop my face . that's not his fault at all .
" that's okay " i then stand up and go to living room and sit on the couch .
Jackson's pov
Dylan literally just go and leave me and my mother . i feel so guilty .
" mom .. " i pout my lips as i want her to help me . she just smile .
" believe me dear . it's okay . he just miss his family . nothing else . " i nods slowly . maybe .
" why don't he live with his family ? and .. whose apartment is this ? i though we live in la " that the question that i really want to ask since i first arrived here but she told me to take a shower first .
" u silly boy . this your apartment . u live with your boyfriend here " i drops my jaw . like seriously ?
" how old am i ? "
" already 20 dear "
" ohh " i nods . it's such a good age to find a soulmates but .. is Dylan a right guy for me ?
" i feel bad for him . i think i will never remember him again . it just like i know nothing about him . what if he leave me ?" I looks at her and i can see a grin on her face .
" what are u smiling for ? " i ask in confusion .
" u're scare if he leave u ? " i nods . so ?
" did u already fall for him ? " i gulp . am i ? i don't know . it's not that i love him..
" no .. i mean .. i can't give or do anything with him like we used to do before because i lost my memories . and and .. of course he will fed up and search for another person that can give anything he want .. right ? "
" believe me or not . he's loyal to you . u guys already date for a year and more " i look at her in shook . a year ? we must do a lot of things that fun but unfortunately i remember nothing .
" emm .. i .. i don't feel like this will going up .. "
" shhhh .. don't say that . u can do it ! what if give him a chance to make u fall in love with him again ? practise makes perfect dear " she pull me into her hug and give a kiss on my head . i feel so warm and i hugs her back .
" wear this clothes then went upstair . we can talk " she say as she give me a shirt and a sweats . i take them and went back to the bathroom to change . Just realised that i wear only towel .
_ guys !!!!!! believe me or not i wrote this over 1700 words but it's not save by itself and i lost it 😭😭 what a poor day 😭😭👏👏
i will try to update this again tomorrow 😢 literaly took me almost two hours to write this shit and it's all gone wtf 😤 uhhhh
but it's okay i'm fine ❤😭
tell me in comment .
should i make the next chap
a) a happy one
b ) a sad one
just now i wrote a happy one but idk u guys tell me ❤
