Dylan's pov
Jackson's mom already landed and i'm on my way to pick her up . I hope things going well . I'm waiting there with my face in my hand . Suddenly i feel a tap on my shoulder . I quickly turn away and saw Jennifer standing in front of me . I miss her sm . I stand up and give her a hug . She hugs me back . But then
" Okay i'm here . So, what's happen to my boy ?" She ask impatiently .
" First i'm so so sorry . It's all my fault . U can blame me for this but please don't hate on me " my voice crack .
" okay okay i'll not . So tell me " i took a deep breath and start to tell her everythings . She seems shook .
" i can't believe this " she say as a tears drop from his eyes .
" i'm sorry .. "
" that's fine .. i'll take care of him untill he's back to normal " her words make me worry .
" do u want to take him ? " no .. please no
" i guess but i think i'll just stay here untill he recover his memories back "
" so u won't leave ? "
" yes " i instantly pull her into my hug . She's so wonderfull . I love her so much !
" thank u thank u thank u . I love u so fucking much . I love u !! " i can't stop but keeps saying the same things .
" it's okay . It's fine . I understand . He just met you .. and even he doesn't call me yet i know he always want to be with u . That's why . I won't seperate u guys . " she just smile . what did i do to deserve this pretty kind hearted woman ? She's so kind . We finally make our way to the apartment before go to the hospital . I didn't see my parents .. i bet they're out . once we enter the the hospital , we quickly enter to Jackson's room . he still fast asleep . how gorgeous he is . She went to the side of Jackson's bed and sit on the chair . She strokes Jackson's hair softly and suddenly there's a tears drops from her eyes . i instantly go to her and give a backhug . Her heart must be hurt when she saw her own son .. lay weakly on the hospital's bed . this is all my fault . i already failed as a boyfriend . how can i pay for this ?
" i'm okay .. i just .. it's been a year since i don't meet him and suddenly saw him like this just make me realised that i'm not good enough to protect my own son " my heart drop .
" please don't blame urself . this is all my fault . i'm sorry . i promise u i'll take care of him with all of my life . i know i had said it before but i'll make it for real i promise " i don't realize when my tears drop . we both crying in silence . Jackson is like our own life . he don't deserve this ..
" mom ? " we instantly looks up to that voice . Jackson looks confused on what happen right now .
" Jackson oh my love i missed u so much ! " as she say that she give him a hug . He quickly hugs her back .
" where did u go ? i missed u too " he say that as he kiss all over his mom's face . we both giggles a little . He's such a kid . oh wait .. he is rn ..
" mom .. where's dad ? i missed him too .. it feels so long since i last saw him even i just saw him yesterday haha " his words make my heart drop . She looks up at me then back to Jackson . How can she handle this ?
" Jackson .. huh .. answer me okay ? " he nods . he seems so confused .
" how old are u right now ? " he looks down to his hand then looks up back.
" i'm 10 " he answer confidently .
" do u feel like u're ten years old ? " he nods . She takes a deep breath .
" Look at ur body " He look at his hand back then push his blanket . His face seems so confused .
" mom why am i so big ? I'm just ten years old . How can i be like this ? " He touch all over his body to make sure that it's real . I know it's hard for him to accept it .
" Jackson .. this is u . Let me tell the truth .. u lost ur memories dear .. u might don't remember it all .. but ur father .. already .. dead .. " as she say that , there's a tears drops from her face . I quickly give her a hug . Ohh god .. Jackson's jaw drop .
" This is not even funny mom . U're kidding right ? Please tell me it's not .. i just saw him yesterday morning ! It can't be like this . Please .. please say that u lie . Please .. " He also let out a tears .. oh god . This whole situations just made me hurt . She instantly pull him into a hug . They both crying .. harder than before . I don't know what to do as i just strokes their back to calm they down . I'm so lost .
After a minutes of letting their sadness .. they both wipes each others eyes .
" i'm sorry Jackson .. but that's the truth " She holds his hand . He nods slowly as he still sobbing .
" but how .. how can he leave me .. how can i lost my memories ? I'm still ten years old . I have a lot of homework to do . This can't be real . I'm still a child . I don't wanna grow up .. " He buries his head into her neck . His tears doesn't stop .
If i can hold him .. if i can calm him and if i can kiss him .. i wish i can .. but he totally forgot about me already . It's so hard to take this all together .
" Jackson .. i'm sorry .. please .. u can take it slow .. i know u can . Please be strong for me " he nods quitely .
" Tell me everythings about me .. i need to know " he lift up his face and looks at her deeply .
" I will .. and first . I will let u know that .. u already has a boyfriend " he seems shook .
" Is he ? " he looks at me for a sec then look back at her . She nods .
" I don't want that .. i want my life back .. i'm not ready yet for this mom . I'm still a child " his words instantly make me sad .. so desprately sad .. i can't tell .. i love him so much ..
" Jackson .. i know that .. but can u .. just take this slow ? He really love u . Give him a chance to make it back " i feel so bless with her words .
" but i don't know him "
" give a chance .. and who knows u'll remember him back "
" i will try .. but .. let me visit dad first . I miss him so much " ( idk where's j's dad grave but i'll just go with it )
She nods and looks at me . I nod and give a weak smile . Just then the doctor came into the room .
" Are u his mother ? " She instantly nod .
" Well i'm glad to see you . Jackson can leave now considered to his health . But still if he had any bad headache or somethings like that , make sure u guys bring him here as soon as possible " we both nod . The doctor left . I look back at Jackson . His face doesn't seems like he's happy to be back home . Just then , his mom hold him and prepared all his things .
" i'll call the uber " i went out from the room and call the uber . I sit in the waiting room . He's gonna be back home . I'll treat him better than before . But wait .. my parents .. i quickly call my dad .
" Dad ? " i call as he pick up my call .
" Dylan .. how are u son ? "
" I'm good .. but .. can i know .. where are u now ? "
" We're leaving Dylan . Well it's for the best . I want to visit Jackson but i can't leave ur mother alone . She felt so sorry for him . Believe me , she doesn't stop crying after she knows that Jackson's in the hospital . She want to seek apologize from him but .. she scare that Jackson will never forgive her .. " Is that even real ?
" Where's mom ? "
" We're in the flight and she's asleep "
" Tell her to take care of her health .. Jackson .. ehh . He don't even remember me anymore " I feel tears drop from my eyes . It's not so easy to accept this .. it's not .
" What do u mean ? Did he lost his memories ? Oh my god i feel sorry for u son .. if i know that i will never leave . I'm sorry "
" That's okay .. i'm okay . Just please have a safe flight . I got to go . Tell mom i love her . Good bye "
" Take care . Bye " as he say that i end the call . I went back into the room and Jackson already ready . I went to him and try to help him walk but he push my hand away . He's so cold with me . His mother saw that and instantly grab my hand .
" i'll help him " i just nod . Then, we enter the uber wich is i sit beside the driver while they both sit at the back . I hope i can make it better when we reach at the apartment . God please help me .
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Honestly this is shit 😟 but i try tho . I will keep updating when i have a free time . I love u guys thanks for reading and vote if u think this is better than before .
