What he didn't know killed me.

...Apologies...

Have you ever sat down and thought about what you've done in the past, and wished that you could change the few words that you said that could have messed up an entirely new friendship that could have blossomed into possibly anything.

Well that is me and this very moment.

I sat on my bed dressed and ready for school. I had woken up earlier than usual.

I needed to go and apologize to that boy no matter what. I could see the hurt that was in his eyes that day and and I could not sleep last night knowing that I was the cause of that pain.

I looked at my watch. 6:45. I better make my way to school. I grabbed my bag and headed down stairs. Greeting my brother and father l slowly made my way to my car. Turning the key in the ignition I made my way to school with only one mission on my mind.

I have to find this boy....

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Where is this boy? God damit did he really have to be so hard to find.

I searched high and low and looked in all directions. I checked the gym. Nope not there. The hallways. Still no sign.

"Why are you looking for me so frantically?" I was taken aback as a pair of arms wrapped itself around my waist and pulled me back into a hard chest. I turned around swiftly as I came face to face with Nathan, our faces barely inches apart. Although I would love to stand and kiss the living daylights out of his soft pink lips I had other things to do at this very moment.

"I wasn't looking for you. I was looking for Gabriella." I lied. I couldn't let Nathan know that I was looking for another guy,that would just make him suspicious.

"Well since I'm not wanted around here I better get going." He said holding a hand to his chest in a very diva way.

Not knowing how to protest and convince this guy I did what came to mind first. I pulled him by the top of his shirt as I looked at him with a huge smirk on my face. Biting my bottom lip I slowly closed the small gap between us. This time Nathan was the one that was slightly confused and this only made me smirk against his lips.

" is there a specific reason as to why I got that little gift?" He looked at me with a smile on his face.

"Nope," I said nonchalantly, " you're lips just looked really tempting." I said with a laugh as I walked away.

I had bigger fish to fry, and right now I couldn't even find the fish I was looking for.

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I ran around the entire school basically and I still couldn't find this guy. I hadn't checked the library. Yes, the library, why didn't I think of that before. I made my way there as fast as I could. Just as I made my way to the entrance I found myself going head first into a hard chest.

I really need to start watching where I walk sometimes.

"Sorry." Was all that escaped my mouth as I looked up to the familiar grey pools that I had searched for all morning. "You?"

"What do you want Elizabeth." His voice distant and cold.

"Could we please talk." I looked into his eyes for a hint of....well anything. Nothing was there. He knew just how to cover up what he was feeling and that did not make my job any easier.

"You have two minutes, I have to get to class."

I sighed in relief. At least he was giving me a second chance.

If I wanted anything in this world it was to convince the guy standing in front of me that our fight was just a huge misunderstanding.

Here goes nothing.......

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"So let me get something straight, you ran practically around the entire school, just to apologize to me for a little misunderstanding that we had?" His eyebrow raised as he looked at me questionably.

"I felt really bad for making assumptions about you that weren't even true." I kept my eyes down as l spoke. "Do you think that maybe we could just....start over?"

I looked at his face to see his expression. At first he looked like he was going to reject my offer, when all of a sudden he stuck his hand out. "We could give it a try."

Gingerly I placed my hand in his as though I was scared that he was going to go back on his offer. "I'm Elizabeth Rodgers." I said with a smile. "What's your name?"

Yes I was still on a mission to find out what his name was, I was curious okay, screw me.

He let out a small chuckle as he soon realized that I didn't know his name.

"How about we go out with on that date and then I tell you?" His eyes were full of childish mischief.

I placed my hand at my chin to show that I was thinking about the offer, but it in actual fact I already knew the answer.

Even though I may have kissed Nathan there was something different about this guy that made me want to get to know his mysterious character, even if I had difficulty doing so.

"Fine, how about Friday night?" I said looking into his eyes.

"I'll pick you up at six." He gave me a smirk as he walked away.

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A/N

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