HeartBreak (Larry Stylinson)

6.

Well Wattpad was being a poop and deleted the chapter I made so I have to redo it and I really don't remember what I had in it. That sucks...

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Lunch was awkward to say the least. We're all sitting at he island eating the food Zayn bought and not saying one damn thing. Zayns on his phone probably texting Perrie. Niall's digging into his food and trying to steal more from the almost empty bag. Harry's blaring down at he table and Liam's glaring at him.

I'm almost finished with my food so I just slide the rest to Niall and he gives me he biggest smile I have ever seen. I smiled softly back. He's too cute. I stand and throw away anyone's trash before going to the fridge and digging out a pop in the back of the fridge.

"Hey! I was hiding that for a reason." Niall whined from the island. I chuckled sticking my tongue out at him before opening it and taking a huge gulp. He huffed a breath out before slumping in his seat.

"Maybe you should hide it better next time Ni." Liam laughed along with Zayn and Harry quietly. I smiled satisfied that we all are laughing again. It's a nice sound to here really. Harry stood up as well moving to throw the rest or his trash away that I didn't take. He moved over to me before standing beside me having are shoulders touch.

I looked over to him and he was looking down at his shoes. I sighed slowly taking another drink of Niall's pop can before setting it down on the counter behind me that I was leaning on. I think there's still a hell of a lot of tension still going around and I hate it. We all have known each other for about three years almost four and I'm getting in between all of it. It kills me to know it's all my fault like always.

Liam's still mad at Harry, at least I think he still is. He's not talking to him and is always sending me worried glances. It's sweet that he is worried about me but I've been seeing that look sense I was in the hospital which wasn't long ago. I'm not an injured puppy so they should all stop treating me like one. I'm just damaged and a fuck up for everyone. It's my self loathing not any of there faults.

I moved to leave the room but Liam, Niall, Zayn, and Harry all moved a step closer startling me. I looked at all of them in wonder and confusion. What's wrong with me leaving?

"Where are you going?" Liam asked carefully. Oh, I know now. They think I'm going to try again to get away from everything. I sighed with a tight smile. I'm a freak or something to them aren't I?

"The living room." I answered and Niall sighed and sat back down. Liam nodded and cleared his throat throwing away his trash.

"I was heading there as well." I looked at what the threw away. He's lying because he wasn't even finished with his food. I nodded rolling my eyes and going into the living room in the next room. They have got to be kidding me. I'm not going to fall as low as I did last time, at least I don't think I will.

I sat down on the couch and grabbed the remote turning the tv on and seeing the news on. More like celebrity news. I watched for a little until I seen are names. Then I turned it up and scooted closer to watch intensely.

'One Directions Louis Tomlinson was resent lay released from North Central Medical Care today around noon. He was reported about three days ago in an ambulance and taken to the hospital because of an accident he had in his hotel room late that night.

The other boys were at a dinner at the time to celebrate for there new album and tour they are currently on.

Louis Tomlinson and band mate Harry Styles were seen earlier today leaving the hospital and his band mate looked angry then pushed him into the mod of fans and paps.