HeartBreak (Larry Stylinson)

3.

Hey, okay I guess I lied. There's going to be more than two parts. Yay?

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Harry looked at me with his sad green eyes. I really don't know what to tell him. I can't tell him the reason I did this was because I loved him and new he didn't love me back. He would be disgusted with me. I can't handle that right now or ever really.

"I don't know Haz, I was just in a bad state and wrote whatever came to mind." I shrugged trying to sound convincing on my bad lie. I bet he can see right through me. He knows I'm not telling the truth but he's not calling me out on it so I think that answers fine for him right now.

"You really had me worried Lou." Harry croaked out, his eyes started to fill with tears. My eyes widened watching him slowly break down in front of me. Did he care this much for me? I'm some importance to him?

"Please don't cry Harry, I'm fine now see?" I started to get tears in my eyes just watching my love have tears roll down his cheeks. I held my arms up slowly to not move the IV anymore than I already have. Harry moved from the seat he was sitting in and wrapped his arms as much as he could around me hugging me tightly but not enough to hurt me anywhere.

We stayed like that forever not moving and not saying anything Harry didn't move from my arms and I never let go of him. But after awhile Harry started shifting on his legs showing signs of discomfort so I slowly tried to let go of him with no luck because he held on tighter.

"Haz, you're uncomfortable," he shook his head laying it down on my shoulder I sighed moving my arms around his waist. I pulled him up slightly showing him I want him to lay with me.

"I don't want to hurt you." He mumbled into my shoulder. I laughed slightly.

"I'm not a china doll, Haz. I don't break that easily." He nodded before moving up onto the bed. I scooted over so he could fit but he was laying halfway on me anyway still not letting go. I really think he's afraid if I'm going to break down again. He could be right though, I might break down again but only time will tell.

"Louis?" I heard Simon's voice call out from behind the door. Harry made no move to leave my side so I called out for them to come in.

When they walked in they were surprised by the sight I guess because Liam, Zayn, Niall, Paul, and Simon all looked flabbergasted by the scene in front of them. They all moved around so they were all around my bed. They all wanted to talk to me it looks like.

"Okay, now can you answer my question?" Simon asked crossing his arms giving me a disapproving look. Harry turned his head so he was facing everyone, he had tear stains on his pale cheeks. His eyes looked tired. I really think he hasn't slept for days. I squeezed tighter from where my arms are around his waist holding on for dear life.

Harry and I haven't talked much these past few months, because of touring, fans, Larry Stylinson rumors and such. He also got a girlfriend not to long ago breaking my heart even more. He couldn't be together was what it all reminded me of. He doesn't love me. He never will. Right now in his hospital bed he's holding on to me so tight I feel like I'm going to throw up. In a good way for course. But he still is Harry Styles, biggest heart drop in the world and I am Louis Tomlinson his best friend that's an idiot for falling for him.

Simon snapped his fingers in my face making me come back to reality. I blinked a few times looking around at my band mates faces. They all had different emotions. Niall looked like a puppy that just lost its mum. Zayn looked like he was ready to kill who ever made me do what I did. Liam just looks like himself but with more concern than ever. Paul couldn't even look at me! Simon's just standing there with a blink expression like he can't look me in the eyes without yelling something disgusting to me.