I feel like dying
I'm so tired of trying.
Why can't I just let go ?
None of my family really cares so.Why am I still here?
I need a beer.
To forget the pain right now
Just let me row
My way through this.
Yet mostly likely I will drown
Because I don't care to win that crown.Trying to be strong and bold,
Is getting so old,
There is so much mold.
And I've ran out of gold.Pain leaves scars
They're long bloody red bars.
They call them cuts
And people think your nuts.But really your just in pain
Make this bloody rainStop.
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I feel this way a lot..