Suffocating Inside/ Dying Slowly
All you do is tear me down,
An throw my stuff & I around ~
like were nothing.
Why do you treat me this way?,
When, you don't even give me the time of day,
All you do and say ~
is " Shut up."
You never let me be happy,
Its like its your goal to tear me down and make me feel all sappy.
You make me feel all these terrible unhappy feelings,
Their way bigger than these ceilings,
Oh the drillings ~
that I have to do, just to make it through my day,
Oh why does it always have to be this way ?,
You " say " ~
You care,
But, really you wouldn't even dare ~
Say those words because you never had or have, only Daddy has for you ...
I'm tired of letting you hurt me like this and walking all over me,
It's time for you to let me be ~ your mum has done enough of this to me,
So, why don't you go and let me be free.
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Been a while since I've been able to post one of these..
But, don't worry I have like 20 or so to posts..
Anyways...I'm just so tired of my mum treating me like this..
It doesn't help my depression..and she always makes me feel like I'm nothing..but a waste of space..
I can't handle it anymore..
I just want her to stop...
- Xx Dan
