Should I let you in ?
I'm tired of hiding all this pain,
I just want to let it rain ~ all out,
I feel like I'm slowly going insane.
I'm scared to let you in,
I don't know how long its been,
But, I really need to let my poems be seen,
Because I pour all my sad feelings and mean ~
hatred in them...
This pain I'm feeling is killing a part of me,
I need to let you see this side of me ~ because oh the pain is so real,
I don't know how to deal ~
with it anymore, but I'm scared to let anyone in.
Why do I feel like my world is getting darker everyday?,
Oh why does it always have to be this way?,
I never say ~
anything because when I do, I feel like it only gets worse,
Bigger and bigger like that purse,
I feel like this is just one big curse.
Could I really let you in...?
~~~~~
So, this is when I finally wanted to open up..and let my dad finally know what I've been going through..I almost did..but I got scared and decided not to..
Later on ~ ( a week or so later ) I finally opened up to him ( yes there is a poem lol ). And now he's slowly helping me through my problems..
Just hope I made the right choice.. did I ..?
D.M
