Sad/Happy Day

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June 25th 2009......................

the day i lost michael, the day we lost michael, the day the world lost michael.

today marks 5 years since he went to live with the lord

im sad because i remember that day so clearly

im sad because i cried over him and people don't understand why

im sad because i think of all the negative things they said about him

im angry..........latoya, how could you throw your own brother under the bus?!?!!?

latoya....you're a bitch and a dumbass. i have no respect for you at all

im angry because my heart is literally hurting

im angry because they tried to break him but they couldn't

but im also happy

happy because he has no more suffering

happy because he isn't misunderstood anymore

happy because of all the things he stood for

happy because when i look up in the sky; i know he is smiling down on his true fans

happy because i didn't believe anything negative about him

happy because i know him..........his personality

im glad that there are people out there who feel the same way i do. i see the love and i cry tears of happiness because i know that even in a million years; people are still gonna be talking about him

i want to say to michael; if he is watching and listening..........you made a huge impact on me in so many ways that i can't describe. i love you so much and i mean it from the bottom of my heart. i will always have your back and i will NEVER EVER turn on you. you will forever and always be the king of pop and no one can take that away from you. i miss you everyday and im thankful for the legacy you left behind. you make me speechless man(laughing). i give you all the love in the world and would do anything for you. keep singing in the heavens. you're alive in my heart, you're alive when i dance because you were my first teacher, you're alive through your music. i miss you and i love you so much applehead

with love your biggst fan

Brittney Renee' White( Michael's one true love and wifey) ;)

It took a lot of strength not to cry while writing this because i am so deeply in love with him and i miss him. I wish he was here with us but he fullfilled his purpose on earth. I'm just.............i can't even right now, i'm fence to start crying

June 25th 2009..................NEVER FORGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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