seeking | p.j.m ♡

V

[march 28th 12:52pm]

College starts in another week from now. I'm not ready but I totally am. It's pretty confusing, but I just hope it starts off fun for me.

It's just I most likely won't have time for Jimin, not even our daily Skype calls.

I sat there waiting for his call. I always have been.

Maybe I should call him first? But what happens if it's not a good time? His manager could be there any moment.

Or he's probably busy. I don't want to distract him in any way. Things always have to be so complicated for us.

I threw my head onto my pillow. I sighed deeply and went on my phone. My instagram felt so dead. I haven't posted since three weeks ago. I've lost like hundreds of followers during that whole time.

They probably think I'm dead.

I think I'll just film a cover. I lifted up my head and went to my laptop. I grabbed my headset and got ready everything for a one minute cover. I'll just do a recent song, an English song. I'll do Lullaby by Lateeyah. I grabbed my dust ukulele out of closet and brought it back alive.

I did some warm ups before I began.

I set up my phone's camera to video. I took breath before I started to get myself ready. I haven't done this in a long time. I gave my ukulele a few string pulls to see it's in tune. Then I start the video.

"I'm missing your face and your love. I missing your kiss and your touch. Missing every little bit of piece of you..."

I smiled into the camera, think about that one person.

Suddenly, I received a call during the recording. "Dammit, I was just feeling myself," I whined. I looked at the caller ID and it was Jimin.

I answered the Skype call. "Hi, beautiful."

It was a sweaty Jimin who looked so tired.

"Hi," I replied with a half smile.

He was wearing a white tee and he was all wet. It stuck onto his body and you can just see the outlines.

"Ou, I see you with your ukulele. Were you doing anything special?"

"No, just practicing."

"You seem unhappy."

"Of course because I was just recording," I rolled my eyes.

"You were recording?! It's been so long, I missed hearing your voice."

"Well you interrupted," I pouted.

"That's too bad, it's because I love you."

"You loving me is already bad," I joked and winked at him. His mouth opened wide and acted offended.

I just laughed it off and gave him a shrug. "You're too cute, so I can't get mad at you."

"Eh, I cant agree. But I'll agree since it's you."

"That's a first."

"Aye, I don't disagree with you all the time," I crossed my arms.

"Yeah, you do," he did the same but genuinely mocking me. I scoffed and rolled my eyes at time in a jokingly manner.

He kept pulling his tee to let in air.

"Whatever. Why do you look so hot?"

"Awe, thanks babe."