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Im sorry

I'm sorry that I flinch like a child who sees a ball coming their way and they're not prepared to catch it, when you tap my shoulder.  maybe I've been touched too many times in ways that I'm not prepared for  and I've turned it into an ongoing problem  and I guess it'll never change. I'll always get taken advantage of  I'll always flinch at the touch of anyone's fingers.  I will never be whole again and maybe it's my fault.