Twin's downfall

~ 20 ~

(A/N: Long chapter ahead, I'm sarry for not updating for a while... I lacked inspiration again and I didn't want to update with rushed, crappy content sooooooo, yeah. Here you go)

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Chanhyun leaves Sehun where ever he is as he returns to his free period and to face the consequences that come with upsetting Sehun. He sat in his seat alone, subconsciously releasing depressing vibes. He began sulking, leaning against his desk as he thought of the betrayal Sehun must have been feeling.

'I always seem to have a way with hurting those close to me, I want to protect them but it always seems to have the opposite affect on them. Why? Why can't I love? Why can't I protect those dear to me?!' Chanhyun thought himself, 'maybe I'm just not fit to love, maybe loving and protecting those who I hold dear is something I'm not made to do. Is that why I'm so...so me, so useless to those I cherish?'

Sehun eventually came out of his hiding place, returning to his class room still upset and confused. Sadly for him the girl who Chanhyun had kissed was also in his class speaking of the kiss as if she was going out with him. Sehun sat beside Kai silently with a sadden expression as everyone else took their seats too, to commence the beginning of the lesson. The teacher took each student's name since she was new to the school.

During the lesson Sehun would zone out receiving glares from Sandara, wearing a smug expression to piss him off, the attention just made him feel uncomfortable and irritant. To make things worse she was gossiping right in front of him loudly saying her and Chanhyun were official since they had kissed in front of others. She and Taeyeon giggled loudly.

Kai sensed this and asked Sehun if he was alright but, he received no answer from the pale boy. "Sehun are you feeling alright?" He asked waving his hand in front of his face to get his attention, he seemed quite out of it. "Sehun? Dude, can you hear me?" He asked again a little worried, since Sehun's eyes appeared so hurt from the scene in front of him. He finally snapped out of his trance when Kai blew onto his face, "Sehun I asked if you were alright? Do you feel ill?" He questioned once more.

Sehun turned to him still seeming emotionless, "I'm fine" he lied. "Sehun, I'm not that stupid your clearly lying to me right now" Kai said blankly. "I'm fine really, no need to wor-" he paused after hearing something he just couldn't allow to become a rumour across the school. It was Sandara openly claiming she was going out with someone he considered his boyfriend. Her saying she was secretly going out with Chanhyun didn't sit well for him at all, her knowing it would irritate him continued and even raised her voice so he could hear every word clearly. She lied and continued to suggest things that would upset him pushing him to his limit causing the scene she desired.

"The kiss was great, I never expected Chanhyun to be that good but he was, he was amazing" Sandara boasted licking her lips while looking at Sehun in the corner of her eye. "Sehun ignore her, she's just trying to get under your skin" Kai comforted him, noticing his shaking. Sehun stood up anyway, "stop talking rubbish Chanhyun isn't like that! He's not interested impure filth like you" he stated confidently. "Then what's he doing with you?" She resorted, "you are no better than me, Chanhyun doesn't even care about a useless child like you!" 

"Shut up! Chanhyun does care about me, he cares more about me than you obviously" Sehun defended. "If that's so, why did he kiss me and not you when your clearly his toy?" She smirked, "how does it feel to be played with by the most wanted playboy of the school?" She asked, already knowing the effect she was making on him. "Why don't you just give in now, and break up with Chanhyun? He can get and definitely deserves better than you"  she added leaving Sehun speechless, as he lowered his head. Her words hurt him, they pieced through his insecurities.