~In love with my demon~

~Chapter 5~

-Never look at me again fag!

I was slammed against a locker, a fist shoved in my stomach, grunting softly at the pain I fell to my knees, holding my stomach. I heard laughting all around me, how could they all be so insensitive?! I stayed on the floor until most of them had walked away. I stood up, trying to walk straight, trying to forget the pain. Yes, this is my life... Haunted by a demon and bullied for being gay... I heard girls snickering behind me, I decided to ignore them as I kept walking toward my class, giving a glance to my watch, seeing that I had some time left before the bell rang. A sigh escaped my maw as I changed direction, you know what, fuck this. I went for the entrance door, deciding to leave this hell hole. I didn't felt like going to my last period of the day. As I was about to open the door someone stepped on my tail but quickly stepped away, snickering audibly. I left school, my tail hurting along with my stomach. As I was walking I saw something, or rather someone, laying on the ground, a towel under them, taking in the sun. I walked over to them, my hands in my pocket, taking cautious glances around me. I sat down next to them, leaning against a tree.

-Let me guess... You need more?
-You know me too well...
-You got the money?
-Yeah.
-Buut, before I give it to you, why do you even need those..? You know it cost a lot to steal them right?
-I know but I'm pretty sure your job is stealing, not asking questions.

He chuckled softly, reaching in his pocket for a bag, he pulled it out, handing it to me. I gave him 5000 and walked away, looking into the bag, a smile creeping onto my face.
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As I walked inside of the dorm I heard groaning coming from the couch, a soft smile spread on my face as I recognized who it belonged to, quickly rushing to my room downstairs, I placed the small bag under my bed, hearing Ahkaba snoring loudly I turned around and saw him laying on the floor, his butt up in the air. I tried not to burst in laughter as I took a picture of him before walking back upstairs. I sat down on the couch with a sigh, my brother sitting up, looking at him it became obvious that he had too much drinks last night. I chuckled softly as he stared at me, his eyes half closed.
-Morning bro...
-Morning lil'bro. Drank too much?
-Shuddup..just get me a water bottle and advil..

After saying that he laid back down on the couch, holding his head and groaning softly. I went to the kitchen, taking a bottle of water, rummaging through some cabinets until I found the advils, taking two I went back to the couch, handing to him what he requested.
-Here you go, princess.

He groaned as he swallowed the advils.
-Never call me like that again alright..?
-You are not funny, come on, I'm the older one and you the youngest, you should be less mature than me!
-Eat a dick and choke on it.
-A bit aggressive but alright.

He rolled his eyes, sitting up again.
-Why are you even here? Didn't you had classes?
-I wanted to spend some time with my baby brother.
-Stop. Calling. Me. That.
-Then what can I call you?
-Call me the king of dicking!

I snickered softly as he smiled at his own joke.
-Alright then, my dear king of d-dicking.
He sighed softly, I felt his tail curl around mine, I looked at him, he just smiled, his eyes closed
-Hey Kyle?
-mmh?
-How about we go at the mall ok? And buy the sluttiest outfit we can find.
-Sound good, get your ass dressed, by the time we get out of there we'll both look like girls.

He chuckled softly, trying to stand up but he stumbled and fell right back on the couch. Groaning softly he cursed under his breath.
-Maybe tomorrow..?
-Sure bro. Anyway I had stuff to do.
-Ok then.. Tomorrow.

I nodded as I stood up, walking downstairs to my room, I could still hear Ahkaba snoring. I step into my room to see him on my bed, hugging the blanket, his tails  around his legs. I took off my shirt and my pants, staying only in my boxers as I climbed into bed, keeping a fair distance between us. Using my arm as a pillow I closed my eyes, trying to catch up the sleep I didn't had last night. I was awoken in the middle of the night by the sound of someone singing, I groaned as I sat up in bed, not feeling Ahkaba near me at all. I got out of bed and walked around the basement, starting to wonder... Why do we even have a basement..? Is it even a dorm... I think house fit this whole place way better.. I quickly shake my head as I keep walking toward the singing, seeing a door halfway closed I peek into the room, I see Ahkaba sitting on the floor, I hear him sob softly, still singing to himself. I walk up beside him before sitting down, he doesn't acknowledges my presence as he kept on singing. -I am sorry Kyle...
He placed his hands on his face, hiding it in shame.
-I am sorry...
I pulled him close to me, letting him sob into my fur, his arms around me in a weak hug or rather a attempt at hugging me back. I rubbed my hand up and down his back, I could feel my eyes burning as the tears started to fell. Hearing him cry broke my heart.. I felt like I was being torn apart.
-I'm so-sorry.!
-It's fine... It wasn't your fault..
He kept on crying as we stood up, I helped him back to my bedroom, helping him lay down as I sat on the edge of the bed beside him, taking his smaller paw in mine, squeezing it softly, rubbing it softly with my thumb.
I stayed like this until he fell asleep, tears still in his eyes. I wiped away his tears, not bothering to wipe away mine. I stood up, looking back once before walking upstairs. Heading toward Luke bedroom I opened the door to a bloody massacre. Luke body laying lifelessly on the floor, his chest had been ripped apart, his heart taken away. I don't know for how long I stayed awake, but I made sure to clean every little bit of bloods and get rid of the body. Sighing softly, I heard footstep behind me, not bothering to turn away I simply extended my hand, someone placing in it money. I counted rapidly then nodded. Again, footstep but this time they grew quieter as the person walked away. I walked back inside, telling myself that this was it, I wouldn't be forced to pay again with someone life...
~You know very well this won't be the last time...
I didn't jumped at the voice in my head, I was used to it after all... I wouldn't be able to face my own reflection after what I had done... I forced Ahkaba to kill someone.. But even if I did it to protect many... I still feel horrible... Like a mistake.. How many will have to die... To keep us safe..?