he sniffed as he scribbled the letter to yoongi, he had to plan this early before anything got in the way .
Dear Min Yoongi,
i know you're probably wondering what did you ever do to deserve this type of bull shit from me, but i should've let you know that you're my only one, my baby, sunshine, sweetheart. i can't bear to loose you but i have to. i'm slowly dying, you don't know it yet, and i'd like to keep it that why. and the things i said aren't true. you're beautiful, not fat or a pig, i love the way your eyes would sparkle and bright up when you saw me, your cute gummy smile while you laughed, your silky soft hair that i loved running my hands through, although it pains me, i want you to find someone who does these things to you when im gone. i want them to love you and hold you, protect you. just like i used to.
i won't be here for long, i have no choice but be cold towards you, and i'm sorry- tears drops plummeted onto the paper, soaking the sheet to the point all the words were blurred and wet. he sobbed and sobbed. not noticing yoongi standing at the doorway. his sweater paw in his mouth, covering the cries he let out. "god why do i do this to him?" hoseok choked.
