Role playing is a bit weird.
It holds this power over us.
A power that makes us anxious.
It's when you want to say '...' or 'Hey' in your rp but you worry on coming off as rude.
So you wait for an hour or two.
They still haven't replied.
So you wait again.
You don't want to come off as desperate.
And then it repeats until you tag.
'Oh no, they'll think I'm annoying.'
It's what we instantly think right after.
If this situation hasn't happened to you before and you do rp, then props to you.
I think that it's a shared thing between people.
Once someone tags, then everyone else tags.
We're all just at a standstill until someone calls out.
It's nerve wracking to me.
Maybe I'm just overthinking all of this.
I dunno, maybe it's because it's because it feels like writing another story with someone else.
When that story isn't being written, it feels off.
So you want to keep it going.
To see where the story goes.
To see if the characters get arcs.
And then it all stops.
And you want it to continue, but not sure if the other person does as well.
This is where the guilt settles in.
If you keep on wanting the story to go further, how much will you push the other person until they don't want it to progress anymore?
It's more fun to co-write it with someone else then by yourself.
One rp was where I got inspiration for one of my books.
I don't know...
Well, that's enough ranting for today.
Good night everyone.
