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Daydream (NamJin) (Part 1)

Warning

Contains:
Cringe
Obvious writers block
Obvious struggles
Angst
Real angst
Logic? What's that shit?
Curses probably
Not edited

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Jin's POV

I was currently sitting in the practice room alone, sulking about the fact that I fought with Namjoon again. it was my fault but I had to have too big of a pride that I didn't want to admit I was wrong. It happened a few days ago and we still haven't talked to each other

I started crying not long ago at the thought of what I told Namjoon after our fight. Again

*Flashback to their fight*

"Jin! Just listen to me! You shouldn't overwork yourself!" Namjoon yelled in concern as he grabbed my wrist

"Namjoon. Let. Go. " I said sternly as I tried to get his grip off me

"Jin, if I let you go will you promise to sleep?" He asked me, still keeping his death grip on me

"Namjoon.... You know I have a deadline on the 13th" I sighed

"A fake deadline might I mind you" he said in a matter-of-fact tone

"But Nam-"

"That's Chim Chim's birthday. Are you seriously going to miss it just for that stupid fake deadline?!" He yelled out in desperation

"So you're calling my music stupid now, huh?! You little- How can you be so shallow!?" I yelled at him as I finally pulled my hand out of his grasp and started to bolt for my room door

"I didn't say your music is stupid! I said the de-!" I cut him off as I reached my door and slammed it on his face

"I don't need your explanations!" I yelled at him as I leaned on the door, feeling the thumps of his fist making the door vibrate

"I don't need you in my life, I could live it with myself just perfectly!" I yelled, a wavering tone accompanied my yelp as I was about to cry

*End of Flashback*

I started to drift off to sleep since the heaters were on even though it's only after 8:30 am. It is kind of understandable since I was sleeping late, I came a little bit too early for practice, I was forming a massive headache and the heaters were so warm

I didn't notice it but I fell asleep a few moments later

I wiggle on my spot on the floor after being woken up by one of the maknaes

"Hyung, practice is about to start" I heard someone whisper yell into my ear, specifically Hoseok

"I'm up, I'm up" I said back as I used his shoulder to help me stand up

When I scanned the room it felt... Like it was missing something, or rather someone! Namjoon was gone! He's never been late for practice...

"Hoseok?" I called out for him as I took my place in our formation, right behind Namjoon.... Supposedly

"Yes, Hyung?" He asked as he went up closer to me "And You have the wrong position" He added as he set me back to be beside Taehyung

"Where's Namjoon?, why are we starting without him?" I questioned him

He looked at me like I was crazy and asked me to repeat the question, which I did.

"Who's Namjoon, Hyung?" Hoseok asked me