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Save me (NamJin)

*Warning*

Contains:
Heavy Angst
Depression
Anorexia
Bulimia
Jealousy
Barely any logic at all
Questionable logic
Just sad

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Jin's POV

Me and the maknaes and the other hyungs were lazing around the studio since it was our break from dancing and we were nearing the end of our dance

I glance at Namjoon and Tae from across the room and how they bonded with each other, every passing second I look at them it feels like a knife is being stabbed into me, it bothers me why? I hear you ask, well, I love Namjoon but he doesn't love me, sad I know

That's not even the worst part!, They're not even doing anything wrong, Tae is just laying on Namjoon's lap and Namjoon is brushing through Tae's hair

I looked down at my sketchpad and half eaten Snickers bar and continued to draw the scene I saw

As I was signing the drawing a tear fell, I quickly wiped away the tears from my eyes but they kept gushing

I rushed to the bathroom feeling nauseous and locked it, I puked my guts out, should've known that that Snickers would come back up

I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, flushed then washed my hands

I splashed water on my face and tried to regain back my naturally pink face but it still stayed porcelain pale, I literally look like Yoongi

I sighed and Went back out where all the other members were and we were about to start dancing again even though my head was killing me

I lugged my body to my position and waited for Hoseok to teach me the ending moves

When if finally came to me my head started to constricting then I felt something wet dribble on my face before my legs gave out to me and went forward

Namjoon caught me since he was in my front, then everyone was suddenly in panic mode

"Hoseok! Call the driver tell him it's an emergency!" Namjoon yelled at Hoseok and picked me up

I touched my mouth and when I checked i saw blood , I just brought my hand back down and watched as everything around me got blurry

We got into the car and Hoseok yelled for the driver to step on it to the nearest hospital

I smiled faintly when I saw Namjoon casting a worried look to me then I lost consciousness

Namjoon's POV

Jin was laying down on the bed and all of the other members were surrounding him as well all of us nervous for the doctor's diagnosis on him

I squeezed his hand lightly careful not to move the IV 

The doctor then knocked and asked if he could come in

We all looked at each other and I took a deep breath and told the doctor it was alright

The doctor had a small smile, a sad one he looked at all of us and started to speak

"Kim Seokjin's friends I regret to inform you that Mr. Seokjin has anorexia, bulimia and depression." He spoke again and said "I suggest buying him anti depressants and we have estimated at the very most he'll be in a coma for about two weeks " my face paled at his words and I nodded meekly with the others

He gave us the doctor's receipt and was about to go outside but he stopped and looked back

"Kim Namjoon, I think this was supposed to be for you?" He turned back and held up a small bag with a beautiful tint of pastel violet