My best dream I had ever

Chapter 0ne

when I wake up the middle of the night and I had a hard time to go back to bed I just look out my window and I look up at the star's and that when I make a wish that for once that I have a good dream and that each time I go to sleep it care on and I see him again and that what I whisper and that I did it anyway I new that it would happen because what I wish for never comes true I start figure that out when I was a teenager because the first wish I make in my life when I was a kid was that I had what my friend had that was both my parents would get married and that they would never let each other go and that they take care of use and most of all that my mom would open up to me tell me things about when she was grown up and that what I just like that was the wish I was wait to happen

when it had did happen then I never make a wish again so for a while I did look at the star and when I did go back to look at them and I ask my self that why won't they make it come true like it has for another people my age like one girl did had a boyfriend for a month but then the beginning of the next month she had one and she say that she make a wish to have one and it happen so I wait for a while and then I make another one and that was it to have a boyfriend and that when I wait to see and I look around see who would it be and that it never happen so then that when I look at the stars and talk to them why are you make my come true and that when a star shine and that I did get what that met so what I did was lay back down and I was on my back until I turn to the wall and I say please come true and then I close my eyes and just keep to close until

I actly when to bed and when it was morning and I had to get ready for school and I got on the bus and put my headphones in my ears and put some music on and ask my self in my head that I hope that it happen and that what I did for the hole month and that when I new that it was gone happen so I stop hope and that I just start get made that all my friends would make all these wish on having a boyfriend and it happen but when I do it nothing would happen so for a while I stop talk to them and then like a day or week later I when back to talk to them because the while time I would eat with them but I would talk much or not at all so I just look at them and the guys that they had on top of that they were good look and I keep wish for a guy like that

but it still would not happen so I  just gave up on wish so I just lay in bed and think about how it was not far that all the bad happen in my life and the good happen to all my friends and the people around me and I keep ask my self what is wrong with me and that I just wish that I have some cine of happiness in my life and that it never happen when I was a kid I was just sad and depress all the time and I start ask my self is it because me or my parents did I do something to get this or am I not doing good what is it I ask myself all the time and that when I just did know what to do about it so I just did care anymore and that I just hate that I was on this earth and I  as my self why did god bring me on this earth if he was gone make a guy that would love me and for a while I would just say to my self why god why please show me some cine of sine that you make a guy that is met for me in this world and that help me get lead to him soon why I am young and that I just need some cine of love in my life

what I just start to think about is that I want to be happy with guy and at that point I just did care about what cine of guy he was and that I just want someone to pay touch to me and me and text me all the time and care about me and only me so what I do is just and so what I did my first year in high school was that I just fine way to let my feelings out so my parents could figure it out that I am not happy and I end up not being good at art and that I could change it out so I stay in the class so I did and that what end up was that a girl came walk in and that she end up being late and that I just look up and she was walk by me and she sat next to me and she say hi my name is destiny and that I say hi back and she ask for my name and I say cami  that all I say

and she say cool and she ask do I like are and I say I don't know that why I was in there and I say what about you and she say that she was good at it and that she like art a lot and that she just want to know if I was dating anyone and I say no why are you and she say no and that when I ask why you want know and that when she say your cutie so I was wonder she say and that when I ask her are you in to guys or girls and she say both and I say oh and I say I know I am not your tip and that when she say why you say and I stay quite for a sec then the bell rings and I got up and I say because I am no one tip I never was and I know I will never be anyone tip at all if so then play me and my heart and I don't need that right now and that when destiny just look at me like she was wonder and I was say that I know I can say that since I don't know you and you don't know me and I walk out and I when to my next class

so when I left I look back and I had see her come out of the classroom and it turn out to be that she was head the same way as me and that when I just watch where I walk and that when I want to know where she was head to what I was ask in my head so what I just did was that and I when to my next class and that when rush on put my stuff down and when back out side and I see her and that when I did see her out side and that when she say hi again and I say hey and that when a girl walk up to her and crab her hand and she say hi and I say hi back and that when she say and that when she ask for my name and I say cami and what yours and that when she was like my name is Kim and that when she say you look like someone I know but I just can't put my figure on it and I say it mite be my sister and she say what your sister name and that when I say Manda and that when she like yea she a good friend and that when I like well we are sisters so but that when I was just like so and that when I look at destiny and she was still look at me and that when she turn her head to destiny and that when the bell ring and she let go of destiny hand and left and me and destiny look at each other until the teacher call use to come in and that when got in to class and my teacher ask me who was talk to and i just some girls and she say ok and that when she say let get start and that when i just sat down and that when she talk about we are going to read a book call how to kill a macking bride and i look at the book and that what i knew about it and i told her and that she say that she expcated me answer some of her qestion and that want me to give the back ground that i remeber about the book and i share with the class and that she thank me and that i was right