My best dream I had ever

chapter 21

When I wake up in the middle of the night and that I look up and just start think about how I wish that Tommy was next to me and that I just start to think about how things have just a  little of a hard time even when we try tell each other how we feel about one and the another so when the last time that things have came out the wrong way I just like think in my head that we should take a brake from talk to each other but that did not happen since I text him first so I just think about it and that I stay up the rest of the night so when it was time for the boys to be up  I when back to bed and that I just was like Tommy like watch me sleep so that I did that so he could watch me and that he could hind it anymore because he needs to be true to him self and to his friends about how he feel and I think that the only way he want things to come out the right way and that he can think clear.  

But Tommy wait for a sec then he wake me up and that it put a smile on my face when I see Tommy face and that he say that it time to get up and I ask for what and that when he say that him and I gone spin the day to gather and I say oh why!

Tommy: I just want spin the day with you and that I gone talk to you about something.

me: Just tell me right here and right now because I want sleep in and that you can spin the day with the guys like you do all the time until to night.

Tommy: Well let change it up for once and me and you spin the day.

Me: Well sorry but I not gone get out of bed be sides to day is a day I sleep in anyways but thinks for think of me Tommy but your bad timing to do it because I don't want get out in the day later tonight I have a date so sorry I need as much as sleep I can get before I need to start get ready for the date so. 

Tommy: oh I did know that you had a date , with who if you don't mind me ask. 

Me: It does matter because you don't even know who it is and that the date gone start when you go on stage so and yes I do not want you to meet him at all so let it be at the please.

so I round over and when back to bed and that I knew it hurt Tommy but one of use had to move on and fine someone and change things a little so that what I did make the first step since I new that Tommy was not gone be the one to do that so I put myself out there first and that Tommy does understand that it hurt a little but I face it up and that I just dill with it.