My best dream I had ever

chapter 4

well what I just though but lucky so far summer has been best so far and that I just know that I can just let things go and not have to rush and man I can't believe it that the month is almost over and that I can't wait to be so different and hope that I look different to my friends that I have see in a long and that hope full I see this one kid I met before school when out but what turn out is that he has like me all though the year and that I don't get it why the guy did try be my friend a lot sooner then he did if he like me and that I don't get it when did he have the time or not get cash or like out of class to get in my locker but know about him now I can see now that he could get in to my locker in between class and that I just cant believe that he left before the year was over and that what I just like you know  I say that I let it get to me because I start like the kid but you know thing can happen with me and him so I try to for get about him but so far it has happen and that hopeful I for get about him but not gone be easy that why I just hope that me and my mom to leave or go some where that make me just happy or meet another and that I just know that I want know what it that I can just take my time but since the guy is gone and I don't know what happen with him I sometime wonder but for the most part I been to busy to think now and I been so lucky and I want it keep it like that so I fine things to do and go out to my custion I can keep busy and when I do think I can't stop think and I cant believe that I cant stop think about Tommy and Tristen and man it not easy and I get what my parents say that love is not easy and it is not man I love the both of them but I just cant pick so I could stop think so I ask the family what can I do to help out on the farm and that when I was give to water the grand so I did it but did helps since I can still think but I did it any ways so that what I just did so