My best dream I had ever

chapter 22

I did see but I could feel that I did hurt Tommy and that I would but things can stay the same all the time but when I start to think about it things need to change if that thing gone happen be tween use but I want something to happen but I think that Tommy does want anything to happen. So what I do is that Tommy needs to tell me how he feels before I go on my date with the guy but I know that won't but it clear that Tommy just want to be friends so what I just do is that stick to it and that when I got up think to myself about it and I got in to the shower and that when I start to think that it be nice if that I had someone to take it with me but I don't know that to do because one time me and Tommy almost end up take one to gather but it did not happen because of I told him in time that I was in there and that he just like why don't  we take it to gather. But when things have start turn more in to friends I start to think about it and for a sec there I thought it be nice but then I told myself to stop think way and I did but it a lot more hard where things are at between use so what I do think about something that it be nice to and good to think about when I am in the shower but I keep talk to myself but until I say Tommy name out lound and that he was by the door and he open the door and say what you need and I say oh thing and he ask why you say name then and I say why were you at the door listen then he shut the door because he could answer my qestion with out say something that he would want say to me. What is it about the guy he keeps think that I just gone do what he want but I not it act make me not want talk to him but I can help but do that so I just start think about how things just keep come on and off between use but who knows what gone happen at this point