Teen Mom

The Next Level

I got home and had butterflies in my stomach he walked me home and kissed me and then I went into my room tonight me and him are going out to dinner so I have to pick out a cute outfit I pick out a blue tank top with a short white jacket that come in the middle of my stomach and then some black skinny jeans I curl my hair.   When I finish with the hairspray I wait on Ryan. The doorbell rings and I answer it it's Ryan looking cute in his plaid shirt and jeans I think this has moved really fast but I dont care he really likes me im sure he does we go to olive garden and eat when I get home I see a note on my door auntie jean had a crisis hope youll be ok home alone tonight we wont be hone till tomorrow love you ,Mom I tell ryan and he smiles and asks if he can come in I say yes and I unlock the door. We walked in and I locked the door I smile and we go to my room we dont talk we just look at each other then we start making out he is taking my shirt off and my cloths before I know it we are both naked making out then to having sex after

an hour of this we stop and realize we took it to far I get up and put my cloths on without me saying a word Ryan gets up and walks home I sit in the corner crying I just lost my virginity to the guy who will probably break up with me tomorrow five minutes after Ryan leaves I get a text from Ryan "I am so sorry I didn't mean to take it to far do you forgive me and can we forget this ever happend" he says  "Yes I forgive you I can't loose you now and Yes it's best to forget it happend and how did you get my number?" I say his reply feels likes centuries "Yeah I can't loose you either and Lilly let me have it she keeps asking questions so if she texts you be prepared" I can accualy hear him saying this sweet words coming from his lips I just want to forget everything and move back to Colorodo"

Two Weeks Later-

It's a normal morning in the Locks house I wake up at 7 in the morning still thinking about what happend two weeks ago I do my hair and get dressed and do my makeup I go down the stairs my mom made eggs and milk for a drink I eat my eat my eggs and drink my milk then I feel something climb up my throat I run to the bathroom and barf. My mom wanted me to stay from school my I went anyway I get to the bus stop and Ryan kisses me and Lilly and I talk while Dylan is braging about how this girl talked to him "You don't look good girl" she says concered "Yeah I threw up before I came here but nothing contagious" I say "Good but if you don't feel good by 4th period you need to go home" she says she is such a good friend "I promice" The bus gets here and all of us get on I sit next to Ryan when I lay my head on his shoulder and I get bad stomach cramps I ignore it I am probably about to start my period we get to school and the cramps had lasted all day when we get to 4th period it gets worse "Go home you don't look good" she said "Ok" I get to the office and my mom picks me up I get home and my mom sends me straight to my room to lay down I get my comfiest PJ's that I only wear when I feel bad my mom comes up with a bed tray with chicken noodle soup on it with ginger ale "Sweetie are you sure your ok?" my mom asks she seems concerned "Yeah my period is about to start I guess and it's probably the stomach bug its goin around" It wasn't I just didn't want her to ask me anymore questions I just wanted to be alone. My mom comes up 3 hours later "I am going to work I don't want to but they called me in I have to Dylan is going to a friends house after school and your father is going to be out late tonight bye love you" she says I know she doesn't want to leave "Ok bye love you to" when I hear her drive off I go downstairs and watch TV the doorbell rings and I answer it. It is Ryan he smiles when I open the door "Hey baby" he says "Hey boo" I say "You look cute in your PJ's Lilly said you went home so I came to check up on you"  he said "Thanks and yeah you wanna come in?" I say I want someone here and who is better than Ryan? He comes in and we sit on the couch I get hungry and get up "Want anything babe?"  "No I am good" he says I get out strawberry ice cream then I look at it in the bowl it's missing something oh yeah I grab the pickle jar nothing but juice I pour it all over the ice cream and top it with whipped cream never tried it but I have been wanting it it sounds good I sit next to Ryan he look at my bowl and gives me a weird look "I dont know I just wanted it" I say before he can even ask he stays until Dylan gets home four hours later. He kisses me on the forehead and says "Get Better Baby" the words come off his sweet lips I go to the bathroom and throw up again I feel horibble it's going to get better tomorrow I get my licence today I passed in 2nd period . I wake up and do the normal routine and get to school I feel better but not a lot I get my licence and when school is over I give Lilly and Ryan a ride I drop the gang off and head home I get home and notice I missed my period It'll proabably  come some are late the latest my period is late is a day and it happens all the time I sit in my bed and think about the night Ryan and I you know and think all the symptoms and sex did we use a condom I think and think and under my breath I say "No we didn't" I call Ryan and invite him over he comes over and he sees my face "Whats wrong?"his face is not happy "Ryan I think i'm pregnant" "Pregnant?" he says I explain why I thought I was and me and him went to the drug store I bought two a digital and the one with lines I got home and everyone is out of sight I go to my bathroom and take the tests after 5 minutes the line test says pregnant you can see both lines . The digital says pregnant I go outside and see Ryan sitting on my bed looking nervous "What do they say?" he says "Both say yes" I say his face is nervous I go to the woods and throw pregnancy tests in the woods. We get back to my house and sit on my bed "I undertand if you don't want to be with me" I say "No I would never leave you real men stay with their girl through ups and downs so don't ever think I will leave you" "How will we tell our parents?"I never thought at 17 worrying about how to telling my parents I am pregnant.