Teen Mom

Adjusting

held her for what felt like hours holding her in my arms and gazing into her little face and fingers then Ryan got to hold her she looked so cute with Ryan. She got passed around to everyone and then back to me  I held her in my arms she was finally here and mine "Ryan can you sit on the bed with Carly so I can get a picture?" My mom asks Ryan he gets beside me and we take a picture Ryan's parents went to our apartment to finish up with Alissa's room the Dr said she was allowed to leave tomorrow.  I am thinking about keeping her in the room overnight but I don't know

Next Day

I had Alissa stay in the room she had a really good first night and we get to leave today I am picking up some cloths in the floor and wake Ryan up since Alissa stayed asleep all night me and Ryan got a good night sleep he changed her diaper and taking care off her the nurse comes in our room and tells us we can go while she gets the wheelchair Ryan goes downstairs to get the car we get down to the 1st floor and Ryan is waiting by the car. We get to the car and the nurses help me up I put Alissa in her car seat and get in the car I wave and smile at the nurses we get home and Alissa's room is complete and perfect I feed her with formula burp her and rock her to sleep when I lay her down Ryan comes up behind me and kisses me we end up making out on the bed he is taking my clothes off "Wait stop" I said pushing him away last time I let him do that I got pregnant I would at least like to be not pregnant for 5 seconds."I understand" Ryan says he gets up and goes to the bathroom I hear the water running he must be taking a shower I get up peek in Alissa's room to check on her and sit in the living room watching TV Ryan comes out smelling like Old Spice he comes in with nothing but PJ bottoms I love it when he doesn't wear shirt.