My little thoughts and feelings

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Lovestruck, was one way to explain
How i felt when i got to gaze into his soft brown eyes
They had a glimmer in them, as he spoke about his favorite things
Like that he loved to watch the sunset
Or That he loved the sound of rain
But with everything he loved
There was plenty of things he hated
He hated the way that he always seemed to disappoint everyone
I so badly wanted to reach out
And tell him i was proud
Proud of him for simply making it through the day
He also hated that i cared for some many, but didn't care for myself
After that, we grew distant
like a ship from a lighthouse
I became lost, lost in thought
Imagining his soft brown eyes
Makes me wanna wait it all out
As i hope maybe
Someday he'll come back
But in the end it seems that
Flowers are growing inside my lungs
And you have simply
Made me lovesick