Why? (Jikook) ✔

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Jimin's Pov

After me and Jungkook have breakfast for about 15 minutes, we go back to his room.

When we enter, I go straight to his bed and sit at the edge of it.

"Jungkook," I say. He replies with a hum as he sits next to me.

"Um can I ask you something?" I ask shifting uncomfortably. "Yeah sure."

I take a deep breath. "W-what happened to your p-parents?" I don't know if the dream was real or fake so I thought I would ask but I hope he doesn't get mad.

I look at him and his eyes are widened. "Why do you ask?" He asks looking straight into my eyes.

"...I.." Shoot what do I say?? 'Oh I had a dream about your past and how you killed your parents with a piece of glass.' I really didn't think this far.

I look down at my lap. "I-I think I had a dream about your past a-and um" I look back up at Jungkook and his eyes are slightly wider than before.

Gosh this is harder than I thought! I gulp and continue to speak.

"I don't know if the d-dream was real so I wanted to....ask you." I lower my voice on the last two words seeing his expression.

Jungkook looks nervous, like really nervous. I think he's even sweating. I mean I would to if someone was asking me what happened to my parents when I killed them.

"Did you uh k-kill them...?" I looked down afraid to see his reaction. Like who asks someone that?!

I slowly look up at Jungkook and he looks terrified. I don't think I should have asked that question.....

"Yes I did! I killed them!" I jump at the sudden outburst. He suddenly grabs my wrists.

"D-don't leave me! I'm sorry I killed them!" Now I widen my eyes.

"Jungko-"

"I promise I won't hurt you! T-they didn't care about me! I'm sorry!" Now I'm a little scared at his reaction but I'll try not to show it.

"Jungkook-" I get cut off again but he pushes me down on the bed.

"Jimin please don't run away! E-even if you try I won't let you!" Then he kisses me roughly. I shut my eyes because if a slight pain on my lips.

"Wait! Jungk-"

"No! I know what your going to say and I won't hear it!" I think he's crying but why? He doesn't even know what I'm going to say!

I sit up and push him a little hard so he backs up from me. "Jungkook!!"

He quickly looks at me. Thank goodness I finally got his attention.

I quickly cup both of his cheeks to calm him down. I look straight into his watery eyes.

"Jungkook I won't run away. You didn't let me speak." He sniffs as he tries to calm his breathing.

"I promise I won't leave you okay?" I sigh as I hug him, wrapping my arms around his neck. I can tell he was a little surprised but he hugs me back.

"I-I was just scared you would fear me and run away." Oh my gosh, I so wasn't ready for his sudden change of emotion. I thought he was going to get mad at me.

I don't respond but hug him tighter instead. He pushes me down so that we're laying down together.

Should I tell him I knew it was his parents because I saw the picture frame in his closet? Or do you think he'll get mad? Eh i'll tell him later or if he asks something about it.

I wonder if I'm the only one who knows this secret. Wait his friends know right? I doubt his ex girlfriend knows though. It's too deep of a secret to tell people like her.

I look down at Jungkook, resting his head on my chest and his arms wrapped around my waist. I start to play with his hair, softly brushing it with my fingers like he sometimes does to me.

I honestly thought I would never see Jungkook cry or break down. I thought he didn't have a weakness but he IS human after all. I guess he's just good at hiding his emotions.

The sound of sniffing from Jungkook takes me out of my thought. I look down at him and grab his face softly with my hands.

I make him look at me and yup he's crying again. Gosh I feel so freakin bad.

"Y-you sure you're not going to run away? Your not even scared of me?" He asks with a soft voice. Why does he look so cute?! 

I give him a warm smile. "I won't run away I promise and honestly I was scared in the beginning when I figured out it was you in my dream. But I know you won't hurt me so I'm not scared."

He smiles and moves up, closer to my face. He kisses me softly. No tongue no nothing, just a loving kiss.

He pulls away and he brings me into his chest. I can hear his calm heart beat.

"Thank you Jimin." He whispers to me. I smile as I drift off into sleep.

Wait I wonder if Yoongi or the maids heard us....

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