I Missed You || N.H

Chapter 10

*Nialls POV *

We've been at the airport now for 4 hours and we have still got to wait another 2 for the flight to America to actually board.

At the moment Abi is slumped next to me in a chair with her head resting on my shoulder as she sleeps.

Liam, Zayn, Perrie and Harry are all still in duty free, probably getting mobbed, and Louis is sat across from me and Abi just smiling. I probably described him as some sort of creeper but he isn't.

"You love her don't you?" Louis asks.

"Whats not to love? she's perfect in every way!" I said.

"Everything will work out, trust me" Louis assured.

"Thanks mate" I said, "How long are the others gunna take? I want my sausage mcmuffin!" I exclaimed slightly too loud as Abi sturred in her sleep but got comfy again and settled down.

We are gunna be in America for 3 weeks then move onto Spain. Its basically three weeks in every country. Instead of the shows being Friday night, Saturday night and Sunday night we are doing the shows on the Thursday of each week. I don't know why Paul changed it but he did.

I'm glad though because we get to spend more time in each of the countries.

*2 hours later*

We are finally on the plane and about 4 mins off setting off. The seating arrangements are:

Louis, Harry, Liam and Paul on a 4 seater

Zayn and Perrie on a twin seat and me and Abi in a twin seat with Abi at the window.

It works out nicely because we are all in a line on the seats.

I don't know how long it will take to get to America but I hope it doesn't take too long, I don't really like flying, I end up feeling really sick at the end.

"How was your sleep?" I asked Abi.

"It was good. I don't know what I was leant on but it was really comfy!" she said.

"My shoulder" I chuckled.

"Really?! Wo, you have one hell of a shoulder!"

"You can lean on it when ever you want. Im always here now" I said.

"Niall! I'm not upset that you left. You had a once in a life time opertunity and you took it. That's what anyone would have done!" She said.

"I know but...but you needed me there!" I replied.

"Niall I was fine and no matter what happens I will be fine. Your future is more important and thats all that matters!"

"Thats the thing! My future isn't important! You're important! You're the most important thing in my life and I would kill myself if I ever lost you!" Tears were evident in both our eyes.

"Niall don-"

"No Abi! You can't win this. I care more about you than anything else, ever!"

"What about the boys?" She asked.

"More! They understand. Abi I know that you probably won't have me, but I love you! With all my heart!"

"Niall I don't know what to say!"

"I knew it! You don't love me! It's okay, I knew you wouldn't"

She stayed silent.

"I messed up and I don't blame you for not loving me back, I wouldn't if I was you!" I said back.

I looked at her and she was just staring at the turned off screen in front of her with tear spilling out of her eyes. I didn't mean to be so mean, I just had to get it off my chest and I know Abi wasn't the person to take it out on but she was just there!

I stopped looking at her and just put my head down. I felt the silent tears run down my face while thinking about what I had just done.

*Landing in America*

We got escorted off the plane and straight into security. The place is packed with fans and Paul and his mates help so much.

Abi hasn't said anything to me since we had the fight. She isn't even walking with anyone. Liam and Harry are in front of her and I'm behind. If I hadn't messed up on the plane I could be with her now, holding her and making her laugh. But I had to go and be a huge douche bag and ruin everything.

*Abigails POV *

I've been avoiding Niall since the fight on the plane. He made it like it was all my fault for him leaving! I was happy because he was back in my life and then he had to ruin it.

When I said I didn't know what to say I didn't mean to get him upset. It's just that I know he loves me and all but I'm not ready for a relationship. And what if something happened? Would we stay friends? I would love to be his girlfriend but I just don't want to have to put up with whatever happens when and if we break up.

We got to the hotel and because me and Niall hadn't fallen out before we made the room arrangements, I am sharing a room with him.

I think Perrie noticed I was sad because she took me aside to hers and Zayns room.

"Whats wrong Abi?" She asked, worridly.

"Me and Niall had a fight on the plane" I said.

"Aww, tell me about it chicken" She said. God, even though I've only know her for like 2 days she is like a mother to me already.

"Basically, Niall said he loved me on the plane and I said that I didn't know what to say. It wasnt that I don't love him back, because I do love him, it's just that I'm not ready for a relationship and I don't want to have to go through all the sh*t when we break up!" The tears were making a reappearance.

"Abi, you just need to talk to him. He will understand" She reassured," and I know Niall, he will do all he can to make sure you don't break up"

"Every relationship ends and I won't be able to take the pain when it does"

"Look at mine and Zayns relationship. We have been together for ages and we are about to get married. All the boys are the same. Their relationships all last along time!"

"I don't think he will want to talk to me now" I sighed.

"He will,  and if he doesn't then he will have me to deal with! " She threatened.

"Okay, but I'm sure you can't hurt a fly Pez" I joked.

"Watch me!" She said as she got up and did random, and probably not eaven real, karate moves trying to prove me wrong.

(Yayyy! A slightly longer chapter!

I literally cried writing this chapter. Nabigail had a fight and Niall thinks Abi doesn't love him!

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