untitled, 2018 | 김유겸

worked

tonight,
a bright and toothy smile is pasted on my face, and it is a real one that's made out of genuine feelings and emotions!

so far this book has only been filled with depressing thoughts and such but today is just different from any other day and i can't explain how grateful i am for this day to exist.

earlier today, on our fan meeting, a fan came up to me and ranted about how concerned and worried she was for our health conditions since she guessed that there were a plenty amount of things that we needed to sacrifice to achieve more in this comeback.

although it didn't appear to appealing to me, because i tend to compare our success to other groups' success and accomplishments, but what we achieved recently broke our previous records, she expressed how she believed that we deserved to receive more, and for the first time in my life, i was faced with a fan that shared the same thoughts as mine, and would always compare what we achieved to what others achieved. i was met with someone who knew too much about the bitterness of reality, and refused to ignore it and let ourselves get situated in a room of vacancy.

however, i valued my life and didn't want to get my first scolding from the president, so i assured her by saying that we got was more than enough and that we would work harder to be more successful. she nodded in agreement and wished us luck and stated that she would support us for our next activities.

after it ended, we were delightfully greeted by exciting news. i doubted that it would be as "exciting" as they said it would be, but then as i heard that as the ticket box for our world tour opened, front seats were sold out in a matter of seconds in several places. i was ecstatic and still am. we all are.

we finally get what we deserve.