Anime (various) X reader [Requests open]

13.Levi X Reader (AOT)

"Push away the ones I love"

I sat in my room my tears falling down my face.
My boyfriend and I just fought for the 8th time this weak. I didn't like it one bit but I still loved him. And to make it worse I had caught him cheating on me a month ago with one of my closest friend.

《Flashback》
I was walking back home from work smiling to myself. Today my boss let me off 2 hours early and I can't wait to see Levi.
We've been in a relationship with him since highschool and I'm really happy. He completes me in a way. Cheesy? I know but its true. He helped my love myself and accomplish things I thought would be impossible for me.

I just reached home and I silently opened the door. A grin forced itself on my face as I tip toed to our bedroom. I wanted surprise/scare Levi.

I slowly pushed the door open, without making any noise and I was shocked by that was in front of my.
Levi was sleeping it our bed with another girl in his arms.

Both of them were sleeping and they were also naked.
I went closer to the bed and saw that the girl was none other than (F/N). Tears started to threaten to spill from my eyes. I wanted to fall down and shout at Levi, but I know if I did then things between me and Levi are over. I still Love him. I know its selfish of me but I can't help it want him.

I quickly and silently went out of the house and spent two hours in the mall.
I went back home reaching the usual tihe I would reach and saw that (F/N) was already gone.
"I back," I yelled into the house.
"Hey, glad your back. Do you think you can mark any food? I'm really hungry," Levi said as he softly kisses my forehead.

I wanted to start crying again but I managed to hold it in.
"Sure. What do you want?" I asked.
《End of Flashback》

The memory made me an even more of a mess and I slowly fell asleep on the bed.

~♡~Time Skip to next day evening~♡~

Levi and I were once again about to start fighting when I suddenly went up to him and hugged him tightly. Tears had already stated to full my eyes. He wasn't there yet but I knew he was going to break up with me at the end of the argument. I was sure of it. So before we could even reach half way rhrough the argument I decided to stop him.
"Levi.... can I ask you to do one thing? Please?" I asked with desperation in my voice.
"What is it that you want brat?" He said with a cold voice but his eyes were filled with shock. I guess he was suddenly thrown but my sudden request.
"Can you sleep with me tonight? I promise I won't bother you after this. Just this one request. Please sleep with me?" I askes looking at him straight in the eyes.
"What did you ask brat?" He asked looking right back at me. This time there was no coldness in his voice. Just pure confusion.
"I asked if you could sleep with me tonight?" I replied once again trying my best not to break my voice.
"Why the sudden request?" He said as he slowly caressed my cheeks.
"Just please say you'll do it," I said hugging him tighter and as I rested my face on his chest.

~♡~☆~Levi's POV~☆~♡~
All of a sudden in the middle of our argument(Y/N) hugged me and now age is asking me to sleep with her.
Her voice was filled with desperation and her eyes were filled with tears. Her lips were trembling. And she looked so pale like as if she was about to die.
Was this because of me? Did I do this to her?

For some reason this broke me. Seeing her this way reminded me if the reasons why I loved her in the first place. Her contagious smile. Her beautiful and dazzling eyes. Her kind heart filled with hope. Ever thing that was now missing. And that was because of me...

I remember the day I cheated on her. It wasn't exactly by mistake. That day (Bf/N) came over and started to tempt me and I gave in without any hesitation. Then this went on for a few weeks. To be honest I was about to break up with (Y/N) today but I'm starting to have second thoughts.