The Best Boys ~ Ryden✔️

13

The next soccer game just felt like a chore for Ryan no longer a hobby.

He dragged his feet onto the field. Ryan looked up in the stands to see Beth sitting next to Mickey smiling and laughing. Ryan sighed trying to push back tears.

A break up is a break up, yes he's gay but sure he still cared about Beth.

"Three! Two!-" and with that coach blew his whistle. And Ryan couldn't even focus on the game.

Red has it, we have it!-oh read has it-Wait now we do!

That's all that went through Ryans brain until he was passed the ball.

"Ryan!" Brendon called out waving his arms. Ryan tried to focus on Brendon, and the path to Brendon, yet he found himself getting distracted. Ryan looked up in the stands and saw his father looking at his phone, now even at the game.

Ryan couldn't hold it in anymore. He was the perfect child his dad wanted him to be. He was the best boyfriend he could be while not being attracted to girls. He was the best friend he could be. The best brother!

Ryan balled his fists, it felt as if steam was blowing out of his ears. Ryan took a deep breath and stopped running. And he kicked the soccer ball with all his force not caring where it went. He closed his eyes until he heard:

"Ow!" Ryan opened it eyes right as the coach blew his whistle. Ryan saw Brendon's hands over his crotch bending forward.

"Ross!" Ryan felt the tears he had been holding in all day start to build up behind his eyes.

"B-Brendon I'm s-so sorry!" Ryan ran up to Brendon pushing some blonde kid out of the way. "B-Brendon-" Brendon pushed Ryan away. Ryan fell back onto his butt looking up at Brendon.

"Get away." Brendon choked out. Ryan felt tears roll down his cheeks as he saw tears fall onto the field from Brendon.

"I'm s-sorry-" Ryan tried to apologize again but the coach blew his whistle.

"Benched." Ryan nodded and pulled himself up wiping his eyes.

Ryan got shoved on his way to the bench by his team and the opposite team. Once he sat down he looked up and saw the coach helping Brendon off the field.

Ryan untied his cleats and slipped them off and stood up. He ignored the coach bleeding his whistle again and started to run off the field.

Where is he going? Ryan didn't know, he just wanted to leave.

•
A/N
Hey
So today was pretty ok? I guess
I got to play my guitar for music when we're singing and I'm really happy bc my crush started clapping for sofia and I When our music teacher told everyone that we volunteered to play instruments:)
Also my crush touched my hand when I gave him his container back and yeah :)
Uhhh so like I said I re dyed my hair yesterday and it's weird only a few ppl noticed
Ummm what else happened today??
Well the plays for my school are coming up and they're on Wednesday and I'm kinda really stressed bc idk I just am
Uhh yeah it was pretty fun but I can't think of anything else that happened
•Song Suggestion•: Kill All Your Friends by My Chemical Romance
Oo also I might get to play my music in PE which makes me happy :)
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~