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Fast forward one week

Dating someone is a weird thing, at least to Ryan.

He never understood how things worked in a relationship when he was with Beth. But now that he was in a relationship with Brendon he understood cuddling, kissing, hugging, staring into each other's eyes.

But he still didn't get the word 'love'.

He had never said it. Not to Beth, not to his brother, not to his mom, definitely not to his dad.

Brendon was brushing Ryans hair. Ryan was laying in between his legs, just thinking.

They were at Brendon's house no matter how chaotic it was.

Ryan felt like falling asleep, and staying asleep forever. Ryan closed his eyes. And Brendon didn't bother him.

"You're so beautiful." Brendon spoke as if he was afraid his words would break Ryan.

"Thank you." Ryan said back. He had slowly gotten his confidence around Brendon back. And Brendon loved that, so much.

Ryan brought his hand to touch his black eye and bruised cheek. Brendon pushed his hand away and leaned down kissing his eye. Ryan laughed a little.

"I have to do my sets before practice."

"I already did mine." Ryan said quietly. Brendon slowly stood up.

"Lie down." He told Ryan. Ryan shrugged and laid on his back staring at the ceiling, his arms folded over his stomach.

Brendon got down next to Ryan and placed his leg over Ryan so he had both his knees on Ryans hips. Ryan breath was still even, he was calm.

Brendon placed his hands by Ryans head and then moved his feet to where Ryans were.

Once he did his first push up, when he came down he connected his lips with Ryans. Ryan smiled bringing his head up trying to have his lips be connected with Brendon's for longer.

Brendon laughed as he disconnected their lips and did another push up kissing Ryan again. This time when Brendon went up Ryan felt words come up his throat. He couldn't keep them down. When Brendon came down for another kiss and another push up the word vomit had reached Ryans mouth.

"I love you!"














A/N
Frick I owe y'all three chapters I'm very sorry
So I had a dance on Friday that's why I didn't update I was busy yesterday so again I'm sorry
But I wore a dress to the dance and so did my two friends and all the boys would look at us when we passed and treated up really nicely it was different but I didn't hate it
Also I made eye contact with my crush across the room like seven times
And they played death of a bachelor, centuries, I need to know, stresses out, and light em up
It was amazing and I had so much fun💜💜
•Song Suggestion•: Stressed Out by Twenty Øne Piløts
Also I got hit so many times by my crush in PE
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~

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