K-pop Imagines

BTS: :Jimin: :Part 3

Prompt: I Love You

( Final chapter? Yes? Yes... Maybe? Hehehe it is )

~~ 2 years later ~~
Jimin's POV

"We've been together for almost 6 years, yet at first glance I already knew you were the one. I knew that your smile would brighten my day, your laughter would be music to my ears, your presence would be comforting, and you yourself would be perfect. Perfect for my life, perfect for my future... You were perfect for me. Your words linger in my mind, whether it's a playful 'I hate you' or a sincere 'I love you'. Your touch so addicting that I wish to hold you forever. Your stare so alluring that it captures my heart. Your over all appearance, breathtaking beyond belief. Just looking at you made me like you, but it was your attitude that made me fall for you. You were kind to everyone, caring to those who need your love, and polite to your loving family, friends, and even strangers. You were, to me, perfect. I thought I'd fallen for you at this point, however, your flaws made you even more attractive than you already are, I didn't know that was possible. The way you'd accidentally bump your head when you'd bow to the way you'd easily get frustrated and angry over something. I found them all interesting. Despite those mornings when you'd be grumpy, I knew there was going to be a night where you'd cuddle up next to me. No matter what, you always seem to make my heart skip a beat. Of course we'd fight. We'd fight over silly things and serious things, but in the end we'd make up and say sweet things and lovely things. I thank you for being with me, though I am not perfect, you loved me. You loved me for what I was not. Spending every challenge with you was just making things easier for me. There was never a day I regretted being with you. Not even when you were helpless on the hospital bed. Never. Never in a million years."

Your POV

"What did I do to be lucky enough to have you? I always wondered how you managed to fall for someone as imperfect as me. 'Till this day, I still appreciate you for accepting the person I am. To me, you were heaven sent. You made me smile brighter than the sun just by the way you say my name. You made me blush redder than a tomato whenever you tell me you love me. You made me laugh louder than a siren every time you tell me your silly jokes. You made me feel happier with everything you do. You made me feel alive. From your fluffy hair to your cute toes, everything about you made me love you. Your flaws never even changed my mind, they just made you more and more lovable. You worry too much, meaning you care a little more. You hide your feelings 'till you burst, meaning you wish to be strong. You become over protective at times, meaning you want me safe. This is how I saw your imperfections, because it was the true meaning behind them. The best part of you was when you stuck with me through all the pain. I thought you'd leave me the moment you found out about my sickness. I thought you'd leave me when I suddenly passed out. I thought you'd leave me for good. But you didn't. My heart still feels the guilt for bringing you so much pain. How I wish to turn back time and fix it all. You have no idea how grateful I am to have you. To have an angel by my side. An angel to protect me, to care for me, and to love me. However, I didn't know you being an angel was a sign I'd be needed in heaven. I know I left too soon. Too soon for your liking. It pains me to know you're crying right now, so wipe those tears away for me. I wish I could tell you everything, but I don't have the voice to say it anymore. I'm sorry for suddenly leaving you on the day of your proposal. I'm sorry for pretending to be ok. I'm sorry for hurting you this way. Let me make it up to by writing the reasons in this piece that you may keep when I am peacefully at rest, maybe this way you wouldn't wonder. The first reason why I lied? I had no cure, I had no hope of getting better. The doctors couldn't find what was wrong, but don't blame them. Second, I didn't want you to know, I was afraid. Forgive me for getting your hopes up then crushing them to dust. Third, I wanted to see you smile when I die. I didn't want you to mourn when I did. Lastly, well to put it simply, I love you. I love you so much. I couldn't bare to say I was dying, I knew it would break your heart. I love you so much that I had to hurt you when it wasn't my intention. I love you so much I had to at least make one of your wishes come true before I left. I love you so much, that I died, for you. You were always so pale and restless when I was sick, you were always crying when you saw me, you were always upset when I had to take more medicine. Because of me, you were becoming someone you were not. From smiley to gloomy. I blamed myself for this. Please don't think that I stopped trying to get better because of you. I stopped trying to get better for the reason that I was not getting better. Jimin, I love you. I really truly do. So please, don't think I left because of you. I left because I couldn't bare to watch you hurt because of me. Once again, I apologize for everything. I love you. Never forget that."

Jimin's POV

I read the note over and over again. I sigh, but smile

She's safe now

I place the paper in the frame and close it. I flip it over to watch it, her handwriting visible through the shiny, clear glass. I smile at it again and hang it up

"I love you too." I whisper, fiddling with the ring that hung on my necklace
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The end!
I couldn't wait till tomorrow to write this cause ideas were just flowing through my head so tada!
I cried while writing this, it hurts huhuhu
P.S. I know I should've started with a sweet imagine but the song "don't leave" made me do it ㅠㅠ
I promise the next one will be sweet