How I Met Colby Brock

19

Victoria

There has been 1 week of me been locked in my room, that day he got killed was his birthday, me and Colby have been meeting for 2 months at least and yesterday was my birthday and today I'm only starting to recover, I'm 20 years old heh

I unlocked my door and opened it seeing balloons, chocolates, and cards saying get well soon and we love you, and behind that was a huge stack of birthday presents

I put the chocolates and balloons and cards in my room

And to get downstairs I had to open the presents, I let out a small smile

I opened the top one and it was a teddy holding a frame with me and Hanna messing around in it

I smiled

I opened another seeing a box of a bunch of Pandoras, I was shocked but then seen it was off mom I giggled

I opened another seeing a bunch of amazing expensive clothes off kassie

Alexa got me a unicorn I smiled

Nadine had gotten me a crown with my initials in it I awed

I opened the biggest box and it was a huge teddy bear and I held a huge frame with family memories I smiled that was off all my siblings

I opened a box and it was an army build a bear I giggled and it said Alex on the back of the jacket I laughed a little

I had 4 boxes left I hope so

I opened one shocked as hell, seeing Gucci shoes and the letter said from Sam

I opened another seeing Send it merch I laughed"well thanks Elton!"I giggled but i turned it around and it said My name and 12 I sighed and hugged it

I opened another seeing a Pandora box I opened it seeing a charm saying show off I giggled, Corey who are you, I'm not a show off

I opened the last one seeing dog clothes and leads and a frame with me aaron and our doggies buddy and colby I smiled

I put them in my room and went downstairs hearing talking

I went to the recording room seeing kassie and Brennen and Colby"okay guys let's do boyfriend vs best friends boyfriend seen as tori is slowly recovered from a horrible thing!"kassie said I smiled

"Hey!" I said softly they looked at me shocked

"Are you okay?"kassie asked I nodded" thanks for the clothes!"I giggled she smiled"oh fuck you missed your birthday!"Brennen said"it doesn't matter!"I said he smiled

"Do you wanna do a video?" Kassie asked"no I'm okay I look horrible!"I said and I had noticed Colby hadn't asked anything or said anything"you don't, they've all been asking where you've been!"kassie said"no I have no makeup on the worst clothes I have and I look Luke I've had no sleep, another time I'm ugly right now!"I said"your not ugly!"colby said"I am, I've just recovered from crying myself to sleep every night!"I said

"You shouldn't say that, your not ugly, you don't need makeup, nor do you need perfect clothes!" He said"why are you acting like this?"I asked him"Because all I've thought about is you, wanting to know if your okay, are you safe, and when you come out your room, oh im ugly I can't be on camera, your not ugly, don't even say that, its just fucking stupid!"he said"well Colby not every girl likes being on camera without makeup, I've been thinking about Jamie okay, I've lost him, I've lost my bestfriend!"I said"we know that but You A fucking adult act it, your not a stupid teenager who goes around saying they are ugly and disgusting for attention, act your fucking age, you have fans who are worried, family who think your doing stupid things!"he said

"You know nothing, at all why the fuck did I even leave the room, IVE BEEN AWAY FOR A WEEK, COLBY KASSIE DOES IT, PUT ME ON CAMERA LIKE THIS AND YOUD LOOSE ME STRAIGHT AWAY, MY FAMILY ARE STUPID IF THEY THINK THAT, SO FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE DONT TALK TO ME!" I shouted at him and walked to my room and pulled up my laptop

Going threw twitter I was tagged in a lot of edits

one is supposed to be for me to always smile
And some of my siblings
I laughed and was confused
I giggled at some

But then I seen this

I started to tear up"oh they need to know!"I wiped off my tears

I grabbed my camera turned it on sat on my bed with it in my desk

"Mmm okay this is gonna be hard!" I said"some of you, might know the name, Jamie Beckan, he was my youngest brother, he still is!"I said as I started to cry"he's been my best friend ever since he was born, he's my brother and my best friend, I couldn't live without him, but I have to for him!"I cried

"One week ago from today, Jamie had been shot ....in the heart.....by his own dad.....our dad then shot himself......we hated our dad, all of us but a few months ago, Jamie ran away because he was getting bullied and tortured at school, he ran to our dad!" I said

"Last week, was his birthday, you've all been wishing him a great day and have so much fun, but he can't, that day he got tied up along with all my other siblings my dad threatened to kill Jamie myself and mom and ....Colby, had managed to get the others out but Jamie...and Alex my older brother

I was helping Alex, I heard a gun!" I gulped and started crying"I'm sorry!"I said and wiped my tears

"I heard a gun shot, but before I heard my mom scream, I had heard another gun shot, we walked over I saw him on the ground ,I screamed and poured my eyes out!" I cried as the door opened revealing signa she ran over and hugged me

"I couldn't talk to the police but I only told them his name and birthday, I came home, blood all over me from touching him, i stood in front of all my siblings as they found out Jamie wasn't here anymore!" I cried as signa hugged me tight"hes not gonna grow up with no family, he's gonna be with his dad, horrible dad,  I miss you Jamie we all miss you and I'll see you soon!"I said and cut them camera off

As signa cried in my arms"its okay!"I said"I heard you and Colby are you okay?"she asked"yes I just don't know what got to him!"I said"I can't do musicallys without makeup!"she said I giggled"see its not just me!"I said"you kinda do look trashy but let's get you dressed!"she said I giggled and we both got changed