I'm a paradox. I want to be happy, yet I over think and 9/10 me over thinking makes me wallow in sadness. I'm lazy, but I am also ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I may say to you that I don't care, not even a little; but in truth I really do. I crave attention but reject it when someone attempts to give it to me. I'm a conflicted contradiction that some say they love....But if I can't figure myself out, there's no way in hell anyone else has.
