I am not done [Completed]

You're all I ever need

(Just something sweet and cute in a short chapter)

Kit's POV

Boys huh?

I actually don't know how am I supposed to feel. I mean, I never thought about being pregnant with any gender. 

Ming was delighted. He said that now he will be able to teach them basketball and help in their puberty better than if they were girls. 

The puberty thing is probably right... I really don't know about women's puberty. Only the things I've learned in school lectures, but can those be trusted? 

Well now that we know they are boys, we can start to prepare for them. I know I know, quite early. Only in the 5th month. 4 to go. But Arthit said that because our situation is so extraordinary, I will be more drained in the end, so then I can't buy stuff like clothes or diapers or anything. 

Ming left about an hour ago. He went to eat with his senior, one of the hazers. 

Am I jealous? No, not really. I know I can trust him, and I will.

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I have been laying on the sofa the whole time he has been gone. The ceiling has become really interesting. Grey and lifeless. Well, it's made of concrete, so of course it is lifeless.

The reason why I have been here on the same spot this long, is that I have a song playing in my head. And because of that, I can't even think of doing anything else. If I would try to concentrate on something like cleaning or drawing, I wouldn't get anything done.

So I do what I always do when I have a certain song playing in my head over and over again. I try to repeat it in my head so long that it would just disappear. 

But it doesn't. 

Maybe if I tried to sing it out loud... Sometimes that works.

I'm not a professional singer or anything... I do love singing though.

And now I am willing to try. I move my hand on my stomach, caressing it slowly. I try to find the lyrics from the start and start to sing.

Don't the water grow the trees

Don't the moon pull the tide

Don't the stars light the sky

Like you need to light my life

If you need me anytime

You know I'm always right by your side

And see I've never felt this love

You're the only thing that's on my mind

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You don't understand how much you really mean to me

I need you in my life, you're my necessity yeah

But believe me you're everything that just makes my world complete

And my love is clear the only thing that I'll ever see  

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You're all I ever need

Baby you're amazing

You're my angel come and save me

You're all I ever need

Baby you're amazing

You're my angel come and save me  

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