The wrong destination...

On my way to it

U always knew how to explore me, catch my deepest feelings, and every love and jealousy symptoms, like ur my special mind reader or better be said ur my soulmate, u know.. that person when u look at it just feels u found ur reflexion like a mirror, or u were an uncompleted puzzle and u found everything missing. And i sometimes take a picture to memorize moments but i look right next to me and realize the whole memory is lost, without ur look and smile it never feels right. It's not about love, it's all about u. Cause, love can go while u just keep on growing up bigger and bigger inside myself, i get to believe we are one by time. If reality, craziness, obsession, and fantasy could bump up together at somepoint then it would be called with ur name.. Or my heart, it's pretty the same. Every heartbeat draws another portrait of u and i can't explain how everytime u look cuter, lovelier And more perfect than the beatings before. I fear dying or passing out sometimes, what if i missed one of them? It will be something less than what u are and what u deserve. Not flattering just thinking and i loved to make u know.

To be continued...