Chriselle
Treasure went home by the time she dropped me off at home. She told me to call her when his ass comes or don't. I'm not overexaggerating am I? No. I don't think so. Anyways.
I took off my clothes and threw them in the basket where I keep my dirty clothes at. I never knew what them things were called. Honestly.
I put on some shorts and took off my bra and put on a oversized shirt. I didn't even care. Nick made me so mad and I never call him Nick.. I always call his dumb ass Nahmir because thats who he go by.
He made me feel out of place.. The fact that he lied and told me he was at home, but his ass was at the mall with that bitch. Like, what sense does that make? He knew.. He knew what he was doing. He lied. He got more time to be up here at the mall with LuLu.. who was just with Palmer the other day.. He isn't over her. I know he's not.
Nahmir
I decided to go to Chriselle's crib and try to tell her wassup. I know I lied and shit, but what sense does it make to say I'm at the mall. She was gone get suspicious, ion know.
I was in her driveway and it took me a hot second for me to get out cause a young nigga was tryna figure out what to say. I ain't wanna sound dumb.
I got out the car and went to her door, and knocked on it. I looked down at my phone and texted her to open the door.
I was still waiting. I waited for a couple of minutes until she opened the door.
"Mmm." She looked me up and down. "Come in but sit on the floor if you tryna sit. Ion want nothing of LuLu on this furniture and shit."
"C'mon ma, you ain' gotta do all that. Let me explain what the hell happened. Please baby." I said.
"I'm not your baby and you better say sum smart and not dumb. I swear." She said and her nose flared up.
"Look, baby.. I only met wit' LuLu to tell her to stop trying to do all this shit, I'm with you and shit. She went to my momma house, my momma in the hospital sick. She went to every single niggas crib askin' for me when I been with you." I said. "You gotta believe me."
"Why you gotta do it at the mall? Its the fact that you lied.... when I saw you lie the whole time." She said.
"Baby, I was not on all her or nothing. Trust me. Please. I'm tryna show yo ass different." I said.
"My last nigga was a whole female out here and you gotta feel the need to see a bitch you know who I obviously don't like. Like come on now Nick. You know what?.." She sighed.
"Let me make it up to you." I said.
"You always tryna make something up to me like I want that. I don't. I just don't want you to be a dumbass." She said.
Damn.
"Like I said bruh. I'm sorry. All I did was tell her straight up that you my girl. You.. not her.. you man. Ain't nun finna change." I said. "All you gotta do is fuck wit' me."
"I'm fucking with you, just not right now. You got me tight and I don't even know what the hell to do honestly. You not helping me either." She said, "It's like I wanna punch you, but I wanna fuck you. It's like I wanna smack the shit outta you, but I wanna love you. Its like.. scratch that, its like I wanna beat LuLu ass for thinking its okay to keep talking to you when she talking to Palmer."
"Huh? Who's Palmer?" I was confused.
"Ken's best friend.. The one who kidnapped me.. The one.. that.." She paused. She sighed.
"Baby, whats wrong?" I went to comfort her.
"That..that..that.." She kept saying. I hugged her as quick as possible.
She started crying in my chest, I felt the tears. She was crying really hard too. It's like that niggas name is a trigger word to her. She always gets emotional when she tells this story.
"That what?" I kissed her forehead.
"He.." She started to sob. "He.. was the child's.. father... and he told me... a couple days.. after the miscarriage.. and coma.. He had.. me.. thinking.. it was Von's... child.. he had got me raped. He got me starved.. He got me paranoid.."
My heart rate went up.
"Why you ain' tell me this?" I said looking at her.
"I didn't wanna do this. I didn't wanna cry." She said.
"Now I gotta kill this nigga for real." My blood was boiling.
"Don't." She was wiping her tears.
