Nahmir
It was my first time going back home in a hot minute. I've been with Chriselle because she didnt feel comfortable being alone since her sister died on her.
"Heeey." She said, squeezing my cheeks, "How's my daughter-in-law?"
"Ma." I stared at her, "Shes good right now. I got some news."
"My son is getting married?!" She laughed in joy.
"Nah." I shrugged, "She's pregnant ma."
"Even better." She hugged me.
"Aye." I said, "You gone squeeze my chest in."
"Oh. I'm sorry." She smiled, "So do you know the gender?"
"Nah, not yet. I hope it's a boy.. it really don't matter though." I sat down, "But if its a girl, I want her name to be Nova."
"Beautiful name." She walked into the kitchen, "You gon' marry her?"
"Uhh. I dunno about that yet ma." I looked at my phone.
I rested my foot on the coffee table.
"Boy if you don't get your feet off my damn table. This ain't yo house." She popped my leg.
"Chriselle does the same shit." I laughed, "She's gon' be a perfect mama."
"She's a perfect girl." She said, "Don't you need to be with her right now?"
"I do. But you my queen so I'm here. She knows." I said, "You want me to go?"
"Boy, Carl is coming in a few. So if you don't wanna see him, I advise you too." She blushed.
Carl was her nigga.
"Don't break your back now. You know Carl rough." I got up.
"I ain't old boy." She kissed her teeth.
"You right. You 23." I did a fake smile.
"Right." She kissed my cheek, "Tell my daughter I said hey."
"Yes ma'am." I said.
I left.
Palmer
I can't stop thinking about Chriselle. From that moment she needed me, and I gave her the opposite. I got her held hostage. I got her raped. I got her stepped over... manipulated.. all because of some damn money. After Kennedy died, it was wrong to just take Chriselle from the fact that her first love died. I used to tell Ken all the damn time to keep her safe and shit. Once I laid a finger on her, I fucked up. For real.
I sat on the edge of my bed, looking down. I seen Ken's face.
"Damn.. I aint see your face in hella long... but I fucked up Kennedy. I did. I thought my life was at harm when yo bro hit me up talkin bout he got cash for me.. I was money hungry.. I fucked Chriselle and put a baby in her just for it to die. Not live for nothing.. I put her in a sit..." I got cut off by LuLu.
"Why the fuck is you talking to yourself? And why is Chriselle so damn important?" She came up to me. I ignored her.
"Answer me nigga!" She yelled. I ignored her again.
I picked up my phone and texted Chriselle.
me: Look, Im sorry. I kno its my 1000000000 time sayin im sorry but I am. None of this shit was meant to happen, i really wanted to show you sum else but i showed the complete opposite. tmb.
I put my phone down.
"Why the fuck is your phone more important to what the hell I'm asking you?" She smacked me. I clinched my teeth. I ignored her and looked down.
"Uuuuuugh! I can't stand yo ass." She walked away.
I looked down at my phone, nothing. I sighed and continued to talk to Kennedy.
"I put her in a situation where no woman should go through. No woman. I want her to know that I'm sorry. She don't want nothin to do with me." I stopped, "I can't do this shit no more."
I got up and went downstairs and out the house. I wanted to get away from everything despite what ever happens. LuLu ass think she can control me, hell no. Fuck her.
I was looking down at my phone, stalking Chriselle's instagram. She posted a new photo with Nahmir. Of course. I rolled my eyes.
I stayed on her page the whole time I was away, just admiring her beauty and her style.
SKRRRRRT......
I blacked out.
