Chriselle
Nahmir wanted to come home with me after the show so I decided to let him. I didn't do much there but record him and put on my snapchat. You know. He drove and I sat in the passenger side.
I looked out the window and admired the dark.
"You good?" He asked.
I nodded.
"Talk to me." He said.
"I just," I paused, "Wonder why things happen. I didn't do much, but why did the things happen?"
"Baby, things happen for a reason. God ain't put you here for nothing ya know." He said, "Trust me, your life ain't as bad as others living right now."
"I know, but its just that I wasn't ready for all to just happen all at one time." I sighed, "Can we stop talking?"
"Mhm." He said.
I looked out the window again and started to think again. I felt a tear on my cheek and I hurried to wipe it off.
Everytime I began to talk about what I been through, I get emotional and start crying.
"Baby." Nahmir said.
I ignored it.
"Can you play some music?" I said. He passed me the aux.
"I'm just tryna get you home. Ion care what you play." He said.
Bet that.
The first thing that came through my head was Youngboy. He's one of my favs to listen to in the car.
"As I ride on the city lights, I wonder who gone ride for me." He started to sing.
"If it go downnn. And I start to get this feeling like.." I pointed to him and he looked at me.
"Who gone be there for my sons, the day I'm not arounnd?" He sang back. I smiled and we sung the song all the way through.
We were almost to my house, but I wanted to stop at McDonalds.
Crystal
I can't do it anymore. Chriselle leaving today was the only thing I was looking forward to. Had time to myself.
I tied a shoestring around my arm and grabbed the spoon and needle and put some heroin on the spoon and heated it. I wasn't concious about the amount.
I wasn't really working over night. I stayed at the plug's house and became a crackhead. I made sure my scrubs was clean so I didn't look as I felt which was bad.
I inserted the melted heroin in the needle and I put in my arm and pushed it in me.
Chriselle
"You're annoying." I playfully pushed him.
"Nah for real, you used to piss yourself all the damn time when we was little." He laughed, "Pissy ass little girl."
"I remember the time you showed me your little dick. We was swimming and you pulled down your pants and you got into so much trouble yo." I laughed shoving fries in my mouth.
"I was still getting pussy though so it ain't even matter." He said, "We here."
"Okay." I thought about my sister, "I think Crystal is at work, I don't know."
"We'll see if she's in." He said.
We both got out and went to the door.
I rang the doorbell and waited a minute. The house keys wasn't connected to my car keys. I had them on a keychain.
We knocked again.
I looked under the doormat to see if we had the loose.
"Baby, turn on your flashlight. I can't see." I said and he turned it on.
I didn't find one. She might've used it. I decided to look in the bush. I signaled him to follow me.
I found it in the bush across from the door. Thank god.
I unlocked the door and saw Crystal on the couch. I ran to her and tried to wake her up.
"Yo check her arm." He said. I saw a shoestring. Tears began to fall out my eyes.
I seen a needle in her other hand and same some rocks on the table. I looked at Nahmir and hurried to try to wake her up. No response.
"Call 911 and Treasure." I yelled. Foamy bubbles started to form from her mouth.
"They'll be here asap." Nahmir said.
He came over to me and tried to comfort me. I fell into his arms and cried my eyes out. My heart began to hurt because of the way I was crying.
"Chris, its gone be okay." He hugged me.
"No." I cried. "No, its not."
We heard sirens. I stopped hugging him.
"Ambulance coming through!" They came in to get my sister.
"Do you know what happened?" The police officer asked.
"I just came.. from his show.. and." I cried more, "I tried getting in and she wasn't answering the door so I found the just in case key and saw her on the table."
"You sir?" He looked at Nahmir.
"Same thing." He said, "I was with her the whole time. I was the one to bring her home and shit so I had to make sure she'd get inside. I mean, she is my girlfriend, why not be her witness?"
"Stop." I said.
"Sorry for the trouble sir, I'll need you guys contact information just in case." Officer said.
We gave him our information.
I tried to get in the truck with her, but they didn't allow me.
They took her away from me. Heroin took her away from me.
I cried
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