The junior's heart

His offer

Phana was sulking big time. His P'Arthit declined his offer for the nth time this week. It had been 3 days since he last met his P. And he needed to see Arthit now.

Currently, Arthit was in his last semester of engineering and he was very busy, with projects, exams and job interviews. So much that he was unable to meet Phana regularly.

His P was always busy, in the mornings, in the evenings, pouted Phana. And at night, he wanted his P to rest properly and didn't wanted to disturb him.

Sure he knew it was a very crucial time for his P. That's why he never complained.

And anyway, they were meeting in the weekend, so he will bear it till then.

Presently Phana had nothing to do. So he might as well go to the library and  study.

And Phana spotted him as soon as he entered. Actually not Arthit, but his bag lying on one of the tables.

The library was pretty empty considering it was a little late in the evening.

Feeling hopeful, he roamed around the library searching for his P.

Phana spotted him at the far end of the room, standing between 2 book shelves, and reading a book with fierce concentration.

He was slightly frowning and was mumbling the words of the book.

Call him an idiot in love, but Phana found his P very adorable even now. He stood there watching Arthit, feeling like he could stand here and watch his P whole night.

But then his eyes lighted up in mischief and with a smirk, approached his P stealthily from the back.

Then very slowly, wrapped his arms around Arthit.

Arthit jumped a little,"eeeeek"

Then without even turning hissed," Phana!!"

"Yes P?"

"Get off me. We are in the library!!"

"Relax P, the library is almost empty. Besides I need my daily dose of P. And now, I need 5 times as much".

With that, he buried his nose in Arthit's hair, and inhaled. Then proceeded to his neck.

"What the fuck!!, Are you sniffing me?"

"Just a minute P"

"No get off!! am sweaty and smelly!!"

"I don't mind"

"I do!!"

"Hmmm...in that case", Phana started giving him small kisses on his neck.

"Hey!! This is worse!!", Arthit squeaked.

"Then.....", Phana turned Arthit to face him and cornered him to the shelf.

Phana's eyes had darkened a bit, and he was breathing a little heavily now. With his thumb, he traced Arthit's jawline, then his lips.

He looked at Arthit. He was looking nervous, but a little excited too. He took that as a permissions and bent forwards.

Just that moment they heard Bright's voice, and Arthit pushed him away quickly, a little too forcefully.

Ouch, that hurt. And Phana became visibly upset.

"Sorry, I have to go", Arthit said, with guilt written on his face.

Phana sighed. But he let it go. He has the whole weekend where he could have Arthit all for himself.

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But weekend came, and still there was no Arthit.

The reason being his project got messed up a bit, and he had to improve it for the presentation on Monday.

Phana tried not to be upset. They still message and chat on the phone....right?

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But the next weekend and the weekend after that, it was the same. Phana felt like crying. How can his P be so unaffected?

So...by the end of fourth week, Phana felt a little lifeless, a little sad and very frustrated.It was his birthday this weekend, and he didn't know what to do or expect.

Does he even remember it, Phana thought sulkily.

So, he was very surprised, when his P showed up at his door early Saturday morning all dressed up.

Phana just stood there and blinked stupidly.

Smiling bashfully, Arthit gave him a red rose, wished him happy birthday and kissed him sweetly on the cheek.

Now it was Phana's time to blush.

"Now get ready quickly. We have places to be and things to do", said Arthit.

Phana was very, very pleased. He spent the whole day with Arthit and Arthit paid extra attention to him. It was as if he was making it up for all those weeks.

His P'Arthit was so dashing today. Smiling brightly and talking, and just being Arthit.

And Phana just kept looking at him fondly and kept stealing kisses. And the best thing, his P didn't even stop him but blushed very prettily every time.

Later in the evening, they celebrated it with all their friends and they had a mighty gala time together. And Phana was having a blast.

So when they returned to Phana's dorm, they both were very tired.

They were lying side to side on the bed, relaxing and just enjoying each other's company.

"Thank you P'Arthit. Today was very memorable and fun", and kissed Arthit's hand.

"Wait. Don't thank me yet. I have yet to give you my present", and Arthit produced something from his pocket and extended it towards Phana.

"A key?", Phana looked at him questioningly.

" Let's live together", said Arthit and blushed.

Wait, what?? Phana took a moment to fully grasp it. He quickly got up.

"Are you serious?"

"Ofcourse!! Since you are always complaining that I don't spend enough time with you. But I can't promise you my Time even after that. But one thing is for sure, I'll always return there everyday."

Phana remained silent and kept staring. He was still processing the fact.

Arthit then looked away," ofcourse, you can always decline. I can understand if you will. I won't mind really.....

Phana shut him up using the most effective way, then hugged him tightly.

"Thank you, thank you P. Why would I decline? This is the best gift ever. Now I can get my daily dose of P'Arthit", said Phana and snuggled his nose at the crook of Arthit's neck.

"Idiot. Do you think you were the only one suffering?", Arthit mumbled.

Phana smiled and hugged him tighter. If not more, his P loves him as much as he loves Arthit.

"The only thing left for us is to get married. Let's get married P"

Phana received a flick on his forehead.

"Ow!!"

"Not happening"

"Please P"

"Nope"

Phana kept pouting jokingly. After some time, Arthit spoke.

" When our life is settled and we both have a job, and if you still felt the same for me, then let's get married"

"Sure P. You won't even need to ask me", said Phana touched.

Now THAT was the best gift. A proposal from his P for a future with him. Phana hummed, satisfied.

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