The junior's heart

His secret

Phana was amused. Currently, he was in the library, hiding behind shelves and watching P'Arthit.

Arthit was sitting there with his friends and they were definitely not studying. He was very red and was making weird and funny faces.

And Phana just wanted to go there and pinch those cheeks or even better, kiss them.

But right now, he was in the middle of a study session with other students. He came here to see Arthit in the pretext of getting books. He sighed, he had to get back.

His P'Arthit. His darling, oblivious P'Arthit. He doesn't know, that Phana knows, that he always come here whenever Phana has study session. He chuckled at the thought.

His P wants to keep it a secret for whatever reason. Now, when did it started? Phana started noticing him in the library after he got rejected by Yo.
That time he didn't pay much attention to it, just sometimes, when he saw Arthit, he joined him.

That time, he still didn't knew, it was because he enjoyed Arthit's company.

But now, he finds this act of his P very lovable and adorable. He smiled fondly.

He finished his study session as soon as possible, even rushed it. Quickly got up and made his way to Arthit's table with all the calmness and pretended to be surprised.

"Oh!! P'Arthit!! What a pleasant surprise",Phana beamed.

Arthit blushed and smiled shyly at him.

Then Bright said, " Nong, it's no surprise. He's been stalking you since your..."

Arthit, with a lightning speed got up and closed Bright's mouth. He looked embarrassed.

Since? Since when? Phana wondered.

Knott completed the sentence," since your first year", and smirked.

Phana was stunned. He looked at Arthit. Poor Arthit looked horrified, and quickly fled the scene.

First year? First year? Don't tell me, P'Arthit has been in love with him for so long. And then in second year, he was madly chasing Yo. Oh shit!!

Phana quickly came back to his senses and ran after Arthit.

"P'Arthit!! Wait"

He came out and saw Arthit running towards the ground.

"P'Arthit wait!!", He shouted again.

But Arthit just increased his speed. Unfortunately, he was no match for, Phana's long legs, and Phana soon caught up with Arthit.

"P'Arthit, why are you running away?"

"It's because, you are chasing me", Arthit looked very uncomfortable, he was not looking at Phana.

"P'Arthit, please look at me"

Arthit kept looking away. So Phana just pulled him and hugged him tightly.

"P'Arthit, thank you. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for loving me so much...that you always supported me, and wished for my happiness.....even if that was not with you. Thank you, for accepting me the way I am, narcissistic and cocky and all"

".............."

After few moments, when Arthit still didn't say anything, Phana continued,

"Shall I tell you my secret? So we'll be even then. Even I was stalking you these past months. That day, when I gave you a lift on a rainy day, I was waiting for you by the college gate. Then on the capture the flag Day too, how else would I know that you were here in the grounds."

Phana continued,

" In the mornings, when I came to know that you pass by my dormitory, I purposely chose that time, when I could meet you, everyday."

"Then there's P'Tum's wedding, you never told me the location. And the room reassignment during our trip, do you think it was coincidence?", He added.

Phana felt Arthit easing up in his arms, so he pulled back.

"Idiot, you are worse than me. And that was more than one secret", said Arthit.

Phana smiled and answered," I have no problem...... P'Arthit?"

"Hmm?"

"Let's give and take, until all of you is me and all of me is you"

Arthit looked at him and made a face,
" Am gonna puke. Who does that?"

But Phana got his answer. He knew, his P' Arthit liked the idea and will follow it, so he was happy.

"Then..."

"Yes?"

"I want you to give me something"

"Anything, P'Arthit"

" Then, just go get me a pink milk. I am desperately craving one", smiled Arthit.

"What will I get in return?"

"I'll share it with you"

Phana thought for a moment and went away.

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"Here", Phana handed him the pink milk.

Arthit took it and happily started sipping it. He was half way done with it when Phana interrupted,

"P, you said you will share"

Arthit looked at him and sighed,

"Fine, take it"

Phana moved closer and took a sip. He heard Arthit sigh and mutter under his breath, calling him an idiot.

Phana looked at him questioningly.

Then Arthit took a sip, grabbed his collar, pulled him and smashed their lips together.

Phana was surprised, oh!!

Arthit pulled back and licked Phana's lips.

OH!!

"That's what I meant by sharing", Arthit blushed and looked away.

Phana looked at Arthit and felt a great surge of endearment. His P'Arthit never fails to amaze him.

But sadly, for Phana, that was all the sharing that Arthit did.