The junior's heart

His sweetness

Phana eagerly waited for Arthit in front of his dormitory. It was their first time going to college together,  after they became a couple.

P'Arthit, his boyfriend. Just the ring of it makes Phana feel giddy. Even though he may not look like that, but he feels very shy calling him that. This feeling is new, this experience is new, everything is fresh and new.

He saw Arthit coming and a smile automatically graced his face.

"Good morning P'Arthit"

"Good morning", Arthit replied shyly and looked away.

Damn his P'Arthit is still shy.

"P'Arthit"

"Hmm"

"This is for you", Phana said and extended a red rose towards him.

Red colour immediately bloomed on Arthit's cheeks. Despite that, he took it and kept it safely inside his bag.

"What for?"

"Nothing special, I just felt like giving you one. And now am thinking which is prettier, the rose or P'Arthit", said Phana cheesily.

"Idiot", Arthit said angrily and went ahead.

But Phana knew, that his P was far from angry, he was secretly pleased.  he is still shy about sharing these feelings.

As for Phana, he found even this side of Arthit adorable. So still sporting a smile he followed Arthit.

"Wait for me P'Arthit".

Upon reaching the college, Arthit bade him goodbye.

"Wait", Phana stopped him.

"What?"

Phana was amused at Arthit's nervousness, so he decided to tease him a bit. He moved towards him, put his hand on top of Arthit's hand, slowly brought his face near his. At that moment, Arthit's breath hitched, and it gave Phana more confidence.

"Hey!!, What are you doing?", Panicked Arthit.

But Phana, very smoothly slid his face near Arthit's ear and said," Have a good day P'Arthit", and moved away.

And Phana was satisfied with the reaction he got, Arthit stood there gaping at him, blushing and touching his ear. Adorable, thought Phana.

"See you, P'Arthit ", Phana smirked and went away.

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It was lunch time. Phana composed a message- " what are you eating P", and sent it to Arthit.

He half expected to get a reply, but when he quickly got it, he couldn't stop grinning.

"Oho....look at this lovesick idiot", commented Kit.

"Kit, he can't hear you right now. He's in his own world", said Beam.

"Oh, is it?", And they both laughed.

"Pha"

"Pha"

"PHANA", Kit yelled.

Phana broke out his reverie," no need to shout, I can hear you just fine"

"Sure.. how are things with your wife?"

"My wife?"

"P'Arthit, who else", said Kit exasperatedly.

My wife.

My wife.

My wife, P'Arthit, Phana repeated it in his mind and started grinning like an idiot again. It sounds so lovely. He tried speaking out loud, and it tasted delightful.

He immediately took out his phone and changed P' Arthit's contact to 'My wife. Perfect, he thought.

"There he goes again",he vaguely heard Beam saying.

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His classes ended at 6:30 pm, and by the time he reaches, it will already be 7 pm. He so badly wanted to see his P'Arthit. But right now, he must be at his dormitory studying, or made some other plans with his friends.

But still, it doesn't hurt to ask once, right? So he texted him- 'P, what are you doing?'

Few minutes later, he got a reply- 'waiting'.

Phana texted back- ' for?'

But he didn't get any reply for that. So he decided to call him once he reached his dormitory.

But when he reached there, he was met with a pleasant surprise.

He saw P'Arthit, waiting for him. To say Phana was glad would be an understatement. To say he was touched, would be an understatement  too. He was was hit with an intense warm feeling, which was a hybrid mixture of two. But there was an extra component added to it- love.

At that moment, he felt an extreme love for his P'Arthit. He laughed at himself, at how far and deep he had gone.

And even though he was tired, he met his P with a blinding smile.

"P' Arthit, did you missed me so much?"

"You are late?", Said Arthit annoyed.

At that, Phana felt bad, " am sorry P'Arthit. Did you wait long? You should have called me."

"No, it's ok. I didn't wanted to disturb you in class. I just came to give you this", Arthit produced a milky bar chocolate.

"Since you said, it was your favourite", he said shyly.

"I just wanted to thank you for the rose you gave me this morning", added Arthit, self consciously.

This whole time, Phana was quite, so Arthit looked at him. Right now, Phana was having a very strong urge to hug him, but he was scared of Arthit's reaction.

Arthit looked left, then right, and hugged him.

Phana hugged him back tightly and inhaled his smell. How did his P knew?

"It's just that you looked like you wanted a hug desperately", said Arthit, embarrassed.

"Why P, is that an invitation?"

"What?"

"You move fast. Not that I mind", Phana added.

At that, Arthit pulled back and scolded him, "you pervert. I have no such intentions".

Then Phana soothed him," sorry P, I was just teasing you, please don't be angry".

Arthit pouted.

"So cute", Phana pinched his cheeks.

"Shut up!! Am going", Arthit said and started going away.

" P'Arthit"

"What??"

"Thank you for the chocolate, and thank you for remembering my preference", Phana smirked.

At that, Arthit blushed and went away cursing.

Adorable, his sweet and blushing P'Arthit, thought Phana and went inside in a much better mood.