So You Might Be Gay...

Chapter 4

Anna's dead stare was driving me crazy insane. I wanted to know this secret of hers, but I couldn't help how terified i was inside. She knew i was scared but she was scared too. She opened her mouth as if to say something then quickly closed it and turned away. I watched her every move, she had me worried sick about what she was in the midst of teling me. She remained silent and i had no clue what to do to make her talk.

Anna PVO

I was so cose to finally opening up to Bella, she deserves to know my horrible past. But as soon as i looked into her pool of emerald eyes i broke, how on earth was i suppose to tell her? She was so perfect. Everything about her was so good and pure. She was lovely, when we became friends i had no idea how far I'd fall for her. I mean sure i thought she was hot in the beginning but i soon learned she was pure beauty inside and out. Now here i am, about to ruin the one good thing I've got in my life, our friendship. She needed to know this though. I wouldn't let this go on without her knowing anything.

"Anna" Bella said softly snapping me out of my thoughts. I turned back to face her and her beautiful green puppy eyes were staring at me with concern.

"Bella, I was pregnant at sixteen" I paused waiting for her reaction but she was quiet. Fuck, that's not even the worst part.

Bella PVO

She was pregnant? What the hell? Shit. I thought she was gonna tell me she was, i don't know, maybe a lesbian. No, i didn't thik she was gonna tell me she was a lesbian, I was hoping she would tell me she was a lesbian. But nope, Anna was preggers two years ago, must've been why she moved here from Ohio.

"I had hooked up with some guy at this party, and i guess we forgot to use protection, and then i realized shit happened a week after then about two months in i told my mom. She was really disappointed but she understood at the same time. She was great and cared for me and everything. She was gonna let me keep the baby actually. Then about six months later i found out i had lost the baby. I um, there was something my mom didn't know back then though. I had a girlfriend back then" Anna explained.

I was silent and kept my stare on the water.

She continued, "Her name was Jessica. I was dating her for seven months until she dumped me. She broke my heart. So the night after she dumped me i went to a party and got drunk and fucked with a stranger, and that's how i got pregnant. My mom found out about me and Jessica a week after we found out i had lost the baby. We were arguing and she yelled at me about why i even got knocked up in the first place, and I came out to her the next day. Bella, I'm gay." she finished.

A few moments of silence passed until i finally spoke, "So, how did she take it?"

"She and my dad seperated and she moved to South Africa." Anna said emotionless.

"and your dad?" I asked.

"He was cool with it. I guess my mom saw it in a different light." She sid looking over to me.

I nodded in response but didn't say anything.

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I couldnt believe it, she was gay, or bi. Still she was into girls at some point, this was great! At the same time also a terrible thing. Good because now i knew i had a chance, bad because now i have to face the fact that i might be a lesbian. My heart sank at the though of telling my parents, and Jay. I knew for sure that this would get Jason off my back though.

The car ride so far has been speechless, but that's fine. My mind is talking too much anways. Anna pulled up in her driveway, her dad's car was gone so i guess it was just her and i tonight, i grinned to myself at the thought.

"What?" Anna asked cocking her head, she must've noticed my goofy grin.

"Oh, nothing" I lied with a devilsh smile.

As we walked through the front door Anna spoke up again, "So are you okay? With all this, with me?"

I laughed and looked her deeply in the eyes for a moment, she was being serious.

"Of course I am. Anna I except you no matter what, I will like you for you no matter what." I said with a smile. She nodded and began to walk up the stairs, i followed behind her. I watched her carefully as she walked ahead of me, i admired her every move and all her curves.

We went in her room and she flopped onto the bed, I jumped on top of her straddling her waist yet again, and began to tickle her to the death. She cried out in laughter and squirmed between my thighs but she could not break free. Her hands found the back of my thighs and she filped us over so she was on top. Well fuck, now she's gonna get her revenge. I'm lucky, I get to be in love with my best friend. But does she love me back?