When I'm Gone

Plane Ride

[Small trigger warning: mentions of panick attacks and anxiety attacks]

~~~Rosanna's P.O.V. and time skip to after she's done packing~~~

"Fudging hell it's 11:30 and it's a 2 hour drive to the airport. I fricking need sleep cause I wake up in 4 hours" I said to myself as I took off my glasses and changed into my black t-shirt and tie-dyed hoodie.

"Going to sleep already?" My mother asked as she walked into the room as I nodded in reply. "Did you forget I have to wake up at 3:30 so we can get ready and drive over to the airport?" I replied sarcastically while falling asleep. "Fair point. Night" my mother said as she left the room. Then I was out like a light.

~~~Time skip to 3:30 am~~~

"Lee do you yiel- shot him in the side yes he yields!" my alarm blared as I woke up and put on my glasses. "Today's the day." I said excitedly and anxiously. I honestly am nervous for today. Gum: check; Suitcase: Check; Enough currency converted for the week and a half I'm there: Check; Glasses/Lens Cleaner: Check; Phone/Phone charger: Of fucking course; Hotel:Trivago I thought while laughing at my own stupid little joke. Now time to wake up everybody el- fuck I need to get ready first lmao (A/N Yes I say lmao irl) I thought yet again.

"hey lila I know it's like 2 am over there but I'm fixing to leave to the airport rn :)" I sent to lilac while beaming. "Hey Rose we need to goooooooo" My mother called to me from the hallway as I came from my room with a banana in hand.

~~~Time skip to after telling her family bye and the 2 hour drive~~~

          Rose wake upppppp" my mother shook me awake as I sleepily opened my eyes. "We're here." my mother said as I shot up in excitement. HELL YEAHHHHHHHH I need to chill out lmao I thought and chuckled as I got my suitcase out of the backseat. "LETS DO THISSSSSSSSSS" I whisper-yelled. "Rose, chill out." My mother said as we walked into the airport. "Thank you." I said to my mom. "For what?" She replied. "For letting me meet my best friend. She's been there for me through all the crap we've gone through. When I was crying, she made me smile through the tears, when I was having panic or anxiety attack, just reading her and I's old messages helped me calm down." I said while flicking the side of my neck so I didn't get upset.

~~~Time skip to just before she boards the plane cause that'd take to long to write~~~

      "Flight 315261 is now boarding, enjoy your flight!" The familiar voice said over the loudspeaker as I walked through the tunnel to board the plane. The frick this shit I'm out song played in my head as I felt the plane moving upward. Then in the next 10 minutes, I was on my way to Edmonton International Airport. Then, I was out like a light for the first 2 and a half hours of the flight.