Beauty inside despair

Never letting you go

We were back on the private Jet heading back to London I had said good bye to Josh and his family promising that we would come visit when we could. I leaned back in my seat clutching the throw pillow to me, I watched as Harry fiddled around on his phone and I smiled lightly. Once we were in the air I got up from my seat and went to where he was and sat down on his lap, dragging his attention away from his phone. I lightly pulled on his tie and my lips met his gently I felt him kiss back his arms wrapping around me. 

When our lips parted he locked eyes with me and a smile played on his lips. "Love, something wrong?" he asked and I shooked my head no, as I undid his tie, I felt him chuckle as he watched me do it. I got the tie off from around his neck and flunged it behind me and locked lips with him, this time more passionately that what it was before. I moaned into the kiss as I felt one of his hands squeeze my ass. I wanted him badly and he knew it as my hands unbutton a few of the buttons of his shirt and dived into to touch the skin right underneath. 

While one hand kept to my ass the other moved to my leg and up underneath skirt I wore, his fingers moving ever inward to my core, but was stopped when his phone ringed beside him and his lips left mine to see that William was calling. He removed his hand from under my skirt and picked up his phone answering it immediately. "Hello Brother." he greeted trying not to sound like he was out of breath. 

I went to move back to my chair, but felt his free hand tighten on my hip to keep me from moving. "We're on our way back now, Sar says she's looking for to Kate helping her, I mention it to her before we left her brother's house." he says. They talked a few minutes later and when Harry put the phone down he saw that I fallen asleep against him. He shifted a little bit to where I could be more comfortable and picked up his phone again, looking through media articles and texting a few of his guys friends.  

Harry's P.O.V

I felt her move in my lap, her hand gripping my suit jacket, I looked at her sleeping form slightly concerned about what she was dreaming about. She curled up to me some more making me put my phone down as I heard moan out a single word and placed a hand on her shoulder and woke her. "Love? Are you okay?" I asked as her eyes opened and rested on my concerned ones. 

She nodded her head as she stood, I watched her posture and noticed it was slightly tense from whatever imagines that the dream she was having gave her. I stood up and walked up to her wrapping my arms around her waist. "I love you Harry" she says leaning into me and I kissed her ear. 

"love you too Sara" I say as we started swaying, my attempt to soothe her nerves. 

"I'll never mistreat you.....you are everything to me." she says turning in my arms to face me. I raised a brow trying to understand her meaning of her words. " I'll never let anyone hurt you or use you. I cherish you too much for that." she finishes. 

"Sar, What's going on? " I asked needing to know her meaning.  She shooked her head at me and pulled herself out the embrace to the bathroom leaving me standing there, with thoughts running through my head. 

'she's not having second thoughts about us is she?' I thought as I took my seat once more my phone buzzed at it's resting place, but I ignored it, not really in the mood to talk to anyone except to the beautiful woman that disappeared to the bathroom. As I saw her walk out and sit into her seat, she saw my look and I saw her face go sad a moment. 

"I'm sorry, That dream I had, well it had me all scrambled, but what I said is true." she said giving me a comforting smile. I understood that, but did conformed the thoughts running through my head. 

"love, you can talk to me about dreams like that I'll listen and understand." I say giving her a loving smile as I beckon her over to me, which she complied and sat down on my lap once more. "I honestly thought you were having second thoughts about all of this." I heard her laugh then and I knew right then how silly it sounded coming from my lips. 

She didn't say anything as she placed a passionate kiss to my lips which I returned the kiss turned heated and when she let go for air she kissed forehead and rested hers against mine. I wanted to talk to her about her dream and what it was about, but I didn't want her to shut me out if she wasn't ready to talk about it. 

I loved everything about this woman in my arms as she teasingly puckered her lips as she started giggling when my lips perked up in a smirk. I stood up quickly taking her with me in my arms and she squealed happily as I spun her around. How did I get so lucky? 

She was a woman I was never letting go, someone I intended to spend the rest of my life with, she knew it well as her hands clung to the back of my suit jacket. 

Sara's P.O.V

I clung to him tightly to me as we embraced feeling safe in his arms. He was right for me in every meaning of the word and even though I could see that some hardships were coming our way I knew for a fact, we'd pushed through them like always. He pulled away and placed a loving kiss to my lips before he spoke. "What got you bothered earlier if I may ask?" 

He held my hands gently in his and I locked eyes with him, he looked so concerned that I told all about my dream. When I reached the one concern I had towards the end pulled me back into a hug. "I'm not going anywhere Darling, you must believe this. " he says 

"I know and I do, it's just that if felt so real, you walking away from me with distaste, really put me in a mood when you shook me out of it." I said clinging onto him again and burying my face into his chest. 

"I love you Sarabelle Clavelle" he says with much love in his voice. 

"And I love you too Harry Windsor" I say in return.